Help How to get cancer/make a tumour grow?

[deathplease]

When I attempted suicide the first time 4 years ago, I discovered I have a non cancerous tumour called a meningioma. It's only the size of a freckle, and I have to get a CT scan on it every 2 years. Apparently it can grow without any symptoms, so for all I know, it could be bigger. 90% of the time it's not harmful at all and doesn't even need any treatment. Does anyone know how to make this grow and become harmful? I know this is a stupid question, but if I got cancer I would feel so relieved. I would take no treatment and let myself die. It would also be less of a burden on my family. I already smoke cigarettes and cancer runs in my family so I guess I have a decent chance. The world hasn't been kind to me though - I would probably never have the privilege to die without ctbing, lol. Thanks, everyone.

I hope I don't sound ignorant towards people who have cancer, by the way. Both my grandparents died from it. I know how devastating it is.

 

[Roadkill]

Getting stressed out is one way to help the cancer grow.. also the fact that you smoke will help too...

 

[Kyrok]

You could research carcinogens and expose yourself to them. The problem is that most will not result in cancer for years.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Go to Africa and get some Ebola. Or get sun burned as much as you can without sunscreen to get melanoma.

 

[deathplease]

Getting stressed out is one way to help the cancer grow.. also the fact that you smoke will help too...

I'm stressed out all the time, lol. Hopefully it will grow faster..

You could research carcinogens and expose yourself to them. The problem is that most will not result in cancer for years.

I'll research some, thanks! & I forgot that cancer takes years to grow ):

 

[Longman]

Read https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-induce-illness.4416/post-252742 , user deathbycakes tries to induce leukemia by regular ingesting of small doses of benzene. Also, leukemia can be induced by radiation (like here https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kramatorsk_radiological_accident) but AFAIK radioactive substances are very hard to obtain in any country.

 

[Predestinated]

I know this is a stupid question, but if I got cancer I would feel so relieved.

I've always thought i was the only one.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

I've always thought i was the only one.

Nope. I turned 21 a few months ago and I've refused a mammogram in hopes that something will grow. My sister was telling me something about what an infected tooth can do and how it can spread to the brain and you can die and that's why I shouldn't leave it untreated and in my mind I'm thinking hell yeah the whole time lmao. Also why I haven't gotten my final shot for prevention of ovarion cancer. To be clear, as the op said, this is not to diminish the feelings of others it's just my stupid illogical way of hoping.

 

[whereisfreedom]

Probably with injection of actin-sequestering peptides+chronic high Vitamin B's+Selenium.
But it can be possible that you die because of the chronic high consume of Vitamin B+Selenium (painfull) before you die of the migration of cells from a actin-sequestering peptide.

Btw, cancer is horrible.

 

[Nobodysfault]

Getting stressed out is one way to help the cancer grow.. also the fact that you smoke will help too...

Haha i didnt help me thats for sure, it seems to happen only to people who dont want to die

 

[deathplease]

Read https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-induce-illness.4416/post-252742 , user deathbycakes tries to induce leukemia by regular ingesting of small doses of benzene. Also, leukemia can be induced by radiation (like here https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kramatorsk_radiological_accident) but AFAIK radioactive substances are very hard to obtain in any country.

Thank you! I'll give it a read. (:

I've always thought i was the only one.

You're definitely not. I've seen some other folks on here wishing for the same thing.

Probably with injection of actin-sequestering peptides+chronic high Vitamin B's+Selenium.
But it can be possible that you die because of the chronic high consume of Vitamin B+Selenium (painfull) before you die of the migration of cells from a actin-sequestering peptide.

Btw, cancer is horrible.

Thank you. And I can agree that cancer is horrible. Being without my infant son who passed a few months ago, though, is literal hell.

Haha i didnt help me thats for sure, it seems to happen only to people who dont want to die

Murphy's law, eh?

Nope. I turned 21 a few months ago and I've refused a mammogram in hopes that something will grow. My sister was telling me something about what an infected tooth can do and how it can spread to the brain and you can die and that's why I shouldn't leave it untreated and in my mind I'm thinking hell yeah the whole time lmao. Also why I haven't gotten my final shot for prevention of ovarion cancer. To be clear, as the op said, this is not to diminish the feelings of others it's just my stupid illogical way of hoping.

With the luck I've had my entire life, I'm bound to get cancer. But the world is also unfair, so it's probably not going to happen lol. My head has felt a bit funny the past while, though. I haven't experienced any symptoms but I feel pressure in some parts of my skull. Maybe my dream would come true!

 

[Bloodtearsdust]

Exposure to pesticides.. although.... cancer can be pretty awful, painful and drawn out.... depending on the type of cancer.. my grandmother literally died screaming due to the pain. Morphine was not able to prevent the pain. She had stomach cancer.

 

[deathplease]

Exposure to pesticides.. although.... cancer can be pretty awful, painful and drawn out.... depending on the type of cancer.. my grandmother literally died screaming due to the pain. Morphine was not able to prevent the pain. She had stomach cancer.

That's awful. I am so sorry. ):

 

[Santiago]

Not gonna lie...pretty weird thread. That being said I can see your point of view when you said you want it to look like an accident.

Surely there must be better methods out there though that don't seem like suicide. Cancer is no joke.

 

[whereisfreedom]

Read https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-induce-illness.4416/post-252742 , user deathbycakes tries to induce leukemia by regular ingesting of small doses of benzene. Also, leukemia can be induced by radiation (like here https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kramatorsk_radiological_accident) but AFAIK radioactive substances are very hard to obtain in any country.

Leukemia, possible. But also multiple myeloma.
And this would be a slow slow death with pain, broken bones, infections, kidney failure...

 

[jules18]

Low chances: tanning bed. Higher chances: take some camping gear, food, etc. and visit Chernobyl. I've tried potassium bromate which causes liver failure and cancer but I vomited. I think any chemical that you will try to ingest to give yourself cancer is a disastrous idea. If you have the money I would try Chernobyl or Fukushima.

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

Eat 5 kg of doritos every day, Lol. The amount of PUFA is crazy.

Computed tomography makes you expose to several hundreds fold of radiation than a single x-ray.

Results 60 674 cancers were recorded, including 3150 in 680 211 people exposed to a CT scan at least one year before any cancer diagnosis. The mean duration of follow-up after exposure was 9.5 years. Overall cancer incidence was 24% greater for exposed than for unexposed people, after accounting for age, sex, and year of birth (incidence rate ratio (IRR) 1.24 (95% confidence interval 1.20 to 1.29); P<0.001). We saw a dose-response relation, and the IRR increased by 0.16 (0.13 to 0.19) for each additional CT scan. The IRR was greater after exposure at younger ages (P<0.001 for trend). At 1-4, 5-9, 10-14, and 15 or more years since first exposure, IRRs were 1.35 (1.25 to 1.45), 1.25 (1.17 to 1.34), 1.14 (1.06 to 1.22), and 1.24 (1.14 to 1.34), respectively. The IRR increased significantly for many types of solid cancer (digestive organs, melanoma, soft tissue, female genital, urinary tract, brain, and thyroid); leukaemia, myelodysplasia, and some other lymphoid cancers. There was an excess of 608 cancers in people exposed to CT scans (147 brain, 356 other solid, 48 leukaemia or myelodysplasia, and 57 other lymphoid). The absolute excess incidence rate for all cancers combined was 9.38 per 100 000 person years at risk, as of 31 December 2007. The average effective radiation dose per scan was estimated as 4.5 mSv

 

[nopoint]

Wow I'm basically in the same situation. I have a benign 2 cm mass in my brain too, and I want it to grow or become cancerous too.
Every time I get my MRI scan results back, I'm disappointed.
I think CTB is more painless and efficient, but it's just easier to justify death to your family when you have terminal cancer.
And in my country, chronic illness is eligible for medically assisted suicide.

 

[deathplease]

Wow I'm basically in the same situation. I have a benign 2 cm mass in my brain too, and I want it to grow or become cancerous too.
Every time I get my MRI scan results back, I'm disappointed.
I think CTB is more painless and efficient, but it's just easier to justify death to your family when you have terminal cancer.
And in my country, chronic illness is eligible for medically assisted suicide.

I haven't had my tumour checked out in about 3 years now. My last scheduled scan was when I was pregnant so I couldn't go. I'm hoping it's cancerous now..I'm getting weird symptoms but I'm not sure if they are just related from stress or something. Assisted suicide is legal when I am too. You have to be 6 months away from death though.

Eat 5 kg of doritos every day, Lol. The amount of PUFA is crazy.

Computed tomography makes you expose to several hundreds fold of radiation than a single x-ray.

Leukemia, possible. But also multiple myeloma.
And this would be a slow slow death with pain, broken bones, infections, kidney failure...

My Grandmother had multiple myeloma. What ultimately killed her was a brain bleed from a bad fall, though. I watched her fade away over a course of a few months towards the end.

Low chances: tanning bed. Higher chances: take some camping gear, food, etc. and visit Chernobyl. I've tried potassium bromate which causes liver failure and cancer but I vomited. I think any chemical that you will try to ingest to give yourself cancer is a disastrous idea. If you have the money I would try Chernobyl or Fukushima.

Eat 5 kg of doritos every day, Lol. The amount of PUFA is crazy.

Computed tomography makes you expose to several hundreds fold of radiation than a single x-ray.

This is intriguing information. Makes me wish I had access to a CT scan machine at my own leisure lol.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

When I attempted suicide the first time 4 years ago, I discovered I have a non cancerous tumour called a meningioma. It's only the size of a freckle, and I have to get a CT scan on it every 2 years. Apparently it can grow without any symptoms, so for all I know, it could be bigger. 90% of the time it's not harmful at all and doesn't even need any treatment. Does anyone know how to make this grow and become harmful? I know this is a stupid question, but if I got cancer I would feel so relieved. I would take no treatment and let myself die. It would also be less of a burden on my family. I already smoke cigarettes and cancer runs in my family so I guess I have a decent chance. The world hasn't been kind to me though - I would probably never have the privilege to die without ctbing, lol. Thanks, everyone.

I hope I don't sound ignorant towards people who have cancer, by the way. Both my grandparents died from it. I know how devastating it is.

i have an angiomiolipoma in my kidney, so it's the same of you and always thinking about it. i hope it'll grow and i'll get an emorragia and die

 

[Jean Améry]

I suppose going camping in the vicinity of Chernobyl could do the trick. Wouldn't recommend it though.

 

[suffering]

The question is: what is harder
a. overcoming the survival instinct (for me this is the hardest)
b. dying of a terminal illness
c. dying slowly of old age while living a normal, healthy life.

I'm confused between b and c. It might be that the overall concentrated pain that comes with 'b' would make it actually harder than 'c', which would be like a slow moderate pain (pain of existence) spread in many years. It's very hard to tell, but I think 'c' might be the easier way out, although it takes the longest. Like choosing between a long walk and a difficult sprint. I am choosing the long walk and I am actually putting a great deal of effort in eating healthy, exercising and so on. They say that as you age, the years pass faster. I hope it's true, I can't wait to be dead.

 

[whereisfreedom]

C is mostly b. Cancer is actually a illness of old age and most old people nowadays die because of cancer.
And it seems that 1 in 2 people will develop cancer in their lifetime. The main cause is that we are getting older and older.

So it will be luck if a Generation Y or Generation Z person die because of a acute heart attack when he/she is old.

 

[Longman]

Low chances: tanning bed. Higher chances: take some camping gear, food, etc. and visit Chernobyl. I've tried potassium bromate which causes liver failure and cancer but I vomited. I think any chemical that you will try to ingest to give yourself cancer is a disastrous idea. If you have the money I would try Chernobyl or Fukushima.

I suppose going camping in the vicinity of Chernobyl could do the trick. Wouldn't recommend it though.

Visiting Chernobyl is useless because radiation levels there are safe for a short trip (at least in places with free access). You can even visit Chernobyl as a tourist https://chernobyl-tour.com/english/ , pay attention to "Radiation safety" chapter. What mainly makes constant living in the vicinity of Chernobyl dangerous are polluted (with long-lived fission products) soil and water.

 

[jules18]

Visiting Chernobyl is useless because radiation levels there are safe for a short trip (at least in places with free access). You can even visit Chernobyl as a tourist https://chernobyl-tour.com/english/ , pay attention to "Radiation safety" chapter. What mainly makes constant living in the vicinity of Chernobyl dangerous are polluted (with long-lived fission products) soil and water.

Maybe the Fukushima site has more radiation present? I don't know, I guess you could try sneaking into areas where there is still radiation. Maybe take a radiation meter with you to be sure. There are few other methods or places on earth where you can get guaranteed cancer, other than heavy smoking and daily alcohol use.

 

[Macc Lad]

When I attempted suicide the first time 4 years ago, I discovered I have a non cancerous tumour called a meningioma. It's only the size of a freckle, and I have to get a CT scan on it every 2 years. Apparently it can grow without any symptoms, so for all I know, it could be bigger. 90% of the time it's not harmful at all and doesn't even need any treatment. Does anyone know how to make this grow and become harmful? I know this is a stupid question, but if I got cancer I would feel so relieved. I would take no treatment and let myself die. It would also be less of a burden on my family. I already smoke cigarettes and cancer runs in my family so I guess I have a decent chance. The world hasn't been kind to me though - I would probably never have the privilege to die without ctbing, lol. Thanks, everyone.

I hope I don't sound ignorant towards people who have cancer, by the way. Both my grandparents died from it. I know how devastating it is.

jesus fucking christ........i don't half read some shit on this forum!!

 

[Fenty(nal)]

stress, severe alcohol abuse, and tanning beds.

 

[Macc Lad]

stress, severe alcohol abuse, and tanning beds.

there you go mate.........off you go!!