Azzy69
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- Aug 8, 2019
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Due to my bipolar and it's unpredictability, I am under constant care by my mother, which is kind of sad since I am in mid twenties lol. Anyway, I believe that i would HIGHLY benefit from inpatient care, however my mother is strongly against the idea. I have told doctors before that I have a plan to kill myself, and they recommend that I visit the ER, however, as my mother is my career, she will do everything in her power to keep me out of the hospital. She does not like the thought of me being in a psych ward due to a negative experience I had when I was 14 years old. It's stupid, I need the extra support, but she constantly blocks me from going into hospital. Also, I cannot drive there since I do not currently have a car. I've been thinking of ways that I can get admitted without her stopping it, for example threatening suicide in front of a shit load of people until the cops arrive and take me to the hospital
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