Help How to painlessly ctb in Canada?

[elletaber45]

I'm looking for help. I desperately want to ctb by the end of the month - I don't want to face another Christmas alone nor do I want to face the brutal fallout from the U.S. election and thr upcoming Canadian one that will make things for people like me so much worse.

I've tried researching and all options seem so hard to access in Canada. I was planning on Firearm but I have had depression for years and know my application will be denied. There's stories of SN being caught and now our postal service is on strike, and it's very hard to buy inert gas here unless you're a commercial business.

Are there any other Canadians with tips? I really need help and would appreciate any anyone can give.

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally find it so cruel how painless, guaranteed ways to cease existing are denied, I wish there's the option to simply just cease existing in peace, I really understand just wishing to be free from it all. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom from suffering you search for.

 

[theolivanderroach]

fent od is my preferred method

 

[elletaber45]

I personally find it so cruel how painless, guaranteed ways to cease existing are denied, I wish there's the option to simply just cease existing in peace, I really understand just wishing to be free from it all. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom from suffering you search for.

I completely agree. I'm serving no purpose at this point and every day is just suffering - my going away wouldn't affect anyone and should be that person's own choice. Thanks for your kind wishes.

fent od is my preferred method

I honestly would if I knew where to find it

 

[TheHolySword]

Partial and full suspension are reliable options. Jumping from high enough is almost guaranteed (just don't land on your feet) but overcoming SI is harder here than other methods.

 

[elletaber45]

Partial and full suspension are reliable options. Jumping from high enough is almost guaranteed (just don't land on your feet) but overcoming SI is harder here than other methods.

I'm so scared of the panic I might feel in the last few seconds. Does it take long for partial suspension to knock you out? I don't have anywhere high enough for full suspension in my apartment.

 

[TheHolySword]

I'm so scared of the panic I might feel in the last few seconds. Does it take long for partial suspension to knock you out? I don't have anywhere high enough for full suspension in my apartment.

If done correctly you will go unconscious very quickly with partial suspension, theoretically within seconds. Testimonies on this forum have varied results but it's easy to mess up and can be difficult to overcome SI (partial is unlike full in that you can definitely back out before you black out).

Here is a guide for more information
Hanging Guide

 

[Alexei_Kirillov]

I don't know if the situation has changed, but I was able to purchase SN through DMC back in July without any issues. I used my real name and address. So after the strike is over, that might be an option for you.

 

[katara]

I'm looking for help. I desperately want to ctb by the end of the month - I don't want to face another Christmas alone nor do I want to face the brutal fallout from the U.S. election and thr upcoming Canadian one that will make things for people like me so much worse.

I've tried researching and all options seem so hard to access in Canada. I was planning on Firearm but I have had depression for years and know my application will be denied. There's stories of SN being caught and now our postal service is on strike, and it's very hard to buy inert gas here unless you're a commercial business.

Are there any other Canadians with tips? I really need help and would appreciate any anyone can give.

i hear mixed responses about MAID, some people say it's easy to get it and others say the opposite. I don't know much about the process like if it's painful or anything because it's so controversial people are vague about info.

 

[elletaber45]

I don't know if the situation has changed, but I was able to purchase SN through DMC back in July without any issues. I used my real name and address. So after the strike is over, that might be an option for you.

Thanks. I've been worried that the RCMP or cops might catch it as there's been a couple of horror stories on here with getting checked.

i hear mixed responses about MAID, some people say it's easy to get it and others say the opposite. I don't know much about the process like if it's painful or anything because it's so controversial people are vague about info.

Unfortunately MAID doesn't include mental illness. They are looking at it for 2027 but with the Conservative that's likely to be voted in, they're planning on getting rid of MAID altogether as well as limiting alot of other rights.

 

[Whiskey19]

I don't know if the situation has changed, but I was able to purchase SN through DMC back in July without any issues. I used my real name and address. So after the strike is over, that might be an option for you.

Whats DMC?

 

[Alexei_Kirillov]

Thanks. I've been worried that the RCMP or cops might catch it as there's been a couple of horror stories on here with getting checked.

I was worried about that too but IIRC the "welfare checks" only happened to people who bought from sources linked with Kenneth Law.

Whats DMC?

A source for SN. We are not allowed to be more specific.

 

[sanan23]

fent od is my preferred method

where would i get it from though

 

[justwannadip]

fent od is my preferred method

where would i get it from though

Seconding this, is it better to get it on the dnm? And how difficult is it to shoot up intravenously?

 

[Roadrunner]

I've purchased twice from DMC and never had an issue. The postal strike will make it impossible to get before the end of the year unfortunately. I have meto (another component of the SN method) delayed in the mail. So I too will need to wait till the new year.

 

[noheart]

Managed to order insulin online. Should be quick and painless when I am ready.

 

[elletaber45]

Managed to order insulin online. Should be quick and painless when I am ready.

How does insulin work? Is this a reliable method?

I've purchased twice from DMC and never had an issue. The postal strike will make it impossible to get before the end of the year unfortunately. I have meto (another component of the SN method) delayed in the mail. So I too will need to wait till the new year.

Can I ask how you got the meto?

 

[moonlight gate]

buying Nitrogen cylinders in Canada is very easy. i am on my fourth cylinder already. and you can even choose the purity and size you want. my last one was an enormous 5.0 Nitrogen cylinder ultra high purity. i have an account with a large supplier. you can create an account online on every large gas supplier and they will order the products. and you can pick the cylinders at your preferred store. my first cylinder was way back in 2014. it was industrial grade Nitrogen. my second cylinder was research grade 6.0 Nitrogen. the ultimate in purity. when you go pick your cylinders, try to dress well and look serious. me, i tell them it is for inflating tires and brewing beer at our maple farm. and yes my family has a maple farm. i did a test with my 5.0 Nitrogen cylinder outside and i almost fainted. i felt extremely dizzy. was not unpleasant, but was a bit scary. research grade Nitrogen 6.0 is holy grail of Nitrogen gas.

 

[theolivanderroach]

How does insulin work? Is this a reliable method?

Lowers blood glucose levels and can cause insulin shock and death. Nurses accidentally (or purposefully) kill patients by administering the wrong dose of insulin.

 

[elletaber45]

Lowers blood glucose levels and can cause insulin shock and death. Nurses accidentally (or purposefully) kill patients by administering the wrong dose of insulin.

How would one go about getting it is the problem.

 

[theolivanderroach]

How would one go about getting it is the problem.

I used to have easy access to tons of insulin but I decided on a different method. Someone here said they ordered it online so I don't think it's that hard to get?