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deathbycakes

deathbycakes

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Sep 14, 2018
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so about two months ago i bought bunch of 5-htp and l-tryptophan to induce SS, tried it and vomited them. didn't know about having to take anti nausea or all that.

now they're sitting in the corner of my table and i have anti nausea now, if i were to take it, how long would it take before it kills me and how much pain level are we talking about? idk maybe i want to punish myself with the pain...or not. honestly i don't know what i want i just want out with no "sins of suicide" but really how can i achieve in short amount of time? i don't want to wait for years before ilness took me or something happened. i want to die hopefully sometimes next week, but my believe has been holding me back.
ok now i'm just rambling, sorry. back to original question: serotonine syndrome. how hurt would it be?
 
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Kingkelly

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Dec 3, 2018
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First of all so sorry your going thru this... I know how seeing pills sitting on your nightstand can be tempting but serotonin syndrome is the worse. I took a whole bunch of celexa one time with like 20 belsomra sleeping pills I was sick for 2 days. I couldn't even move out of the fetal position on my bed. I dont know the lethality of those supplements. Do you know the ld50 of them? There are better more definite methods and of with pills are a usually failed attempt. As sad AND frustrating as it is I would still probably try again if all my pills weren't locked up.
 
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Jack

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Jul 22, 2018
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It sucks i mixed yohimbe and delsym once and had a horrible evening. Was about to go to the hospital. I felt like i had the flu for a week afterwords. Maybe it would suck less if one werent tripping on dxm but i wouldnt want to die this way.
 
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