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Sergeant45

Sergeant45

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Jun 11, 2025
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Greetings,


let's say you picked a date to catch your final bus...


It doesn't matter if you don't actually have a date. Just hypothetically speaking, no worry. What would you do when your last day arrived, before it is time to actually go?

I think I would spend my day as usual if everything is already prepared. Maybe I would watch my favorite videos and movie a final time, listen to music, eat well, smoke up my pack of cigarettes over the day so nothing is wasted, but nothing too crazy to not raise suspicion. I would wash myself up and do my hair. Maybe pick out a nice outfit that my ghost will wear forever while haunting the people that have done me wrong too.... just kidding. I would then start scheduling the message that would automatically be sent to one person I'd have in mind when I am already gone.

It'd also depend on the method, but if I had to wait for death to set in for the one I've picked, I'd like for my beloved computer to stay on and keep playing the playlist of my favorite show too..... Even if I likely wouldn't live to get to watch the very last episode a final time. If it were a method I could not perform at home, it'd now be time for me to make my way outside.


Now you've heard enough about what I would do on my last day, but what about you?


Regards
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,203
I'd just finally feel relief that the suffering of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake is coming to an end as all I want is to not exist, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured only non-existence is positive for me. Only non-existence can bring me any relief and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, I don't wish to experience anything rather all I want is to cease existing painlessly, I just wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep.
 
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Bad Ending

Bad Ending

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I want it to be a normal ordinary day like the other days
 
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