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Johnzaga23

Experienced
Dec 10, 2024
206
I barely sleep at nights. Too much stress.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,084
I've never been a great sleeper. But my sleep has gotten significantly worse since April of last year and it's starting to affect my physical health and day to day mood/energy.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,331
Too temporary
 
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hybridtheory

hybridtheory

kels
Jun 22, 2019
487
It's the closest feeling to death, so I embrace sleep as much as I can
 
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SadFoxDreamer83

SadFoxDreamer83

Student
Feb 7, 2025
146
Lately I'm an owl, I like the quiet of the deep night when the rest of the people are sleeping, it's perfect for reading, listening to the soft sound of rain, relaxing and writing.

Buho
 
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Derpiee

Derpiee

Static fishes
May 4, 2024
7
I Barely sleep, i stay awake till i pass out in the morning or next night.
 
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always_sad

Member
Feb 6, 2025
36
I can't sleep at all I can never relax
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
425
I never had a problem with sleep until a year ago when I started averaging 2-3 hours sleep a day. Doxylamine initially helped but I took a double dose last week and still woke up 2.5 hours later. I've started on melatonin, see how that goes.
 
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OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Wizard
Nov 25, 2024
661
Same here, sleep is evading me... yet so important for our minds. May you find sweet dreams in the little time that your brain allows
 
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danny10

danny10

Banned
Jan 8, 2025
264
My entire depression and suicidal ideation comes from lack of sleep. I wasn't being able to sleep because of sleep anxiety (a type of anxiety about not being able to sleep). To less sleep I got, the more anxious I became about sleep. After a few months of no sleep, I developed a deep depression that I am not able to overcome. Then they fired me from my job beacuse I was in the hospital with depression. Since I was fired, I wanna CTB. So basically I want to CTB because of lack of sleep.
 
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Peace2peace

Specialist
Dec 26, 2024
363
My entire depression and suicidal ideation comes from lack of sleep. I wasn't being able to sleep because of sleep anxiety (a type of anxiety about not being able to sleep). To less sleep I got, the more anxious I became about sleep. After a few months of no sleep, I developed a deep depression that I am not able to overcome. Then they fired me from my job beacuse I was in the hospital with depression. Since I was fired, I wanna CTB. So basically I want to CTB because of lack of sleep.
So sorry
 
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G000pie

Member
Jan 15, 2025
39
I just sleep whenever, usally fall asleep anywhere from 7am-12pm then wake up from 1-5pm... I feel like a nocturnal animal. Time has entirely blended together for me. The days of the week, the seasons, none of it has any meaning for me anymore
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
304
I sleep for about 4-6 hours. It's meh.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,289
stay awake 22 hours and went to bed for 5 hours
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,932
It doesn't bring me any peace really, as long as I continue to wake again in this cruel, torturous existence there cannot be any peace for me, only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for from the futile burden of existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it. I'm so tired of being conscious in this existence, I personally see it as an abomination to be enslaved in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts just waiting to die anyway destined for nothing but to decay and suffer way more and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence. Only non-existence can solve what I personally see as the true problem which is existence itself and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to fall asleep permanently and never exist ever again with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what instead.
 
Nervous young man

Nervous young man

WARNING: Books may cause unseemly outbursts
Feb 3, 2025
85
I'm up all night and in bed all day. I haven't seen the sun in so long and I have a light sensitivity so it hurts to go outside without glasses on.
 
lavenderlilylies

lavenderlilylies

Still alive
Sep 24, 2024
109
I've been sleeping too much for the past 2 years or so. Could easily go for 24 hours. But l've been trying to have a proper routine recently
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,208
My sleep is entirely erratic and interrupted. I wake up often during the night. Frequent naps during the day screw up my night sleep even more.
 
DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Arcanist
Feb 9, 2025
433
My schizophrenia meds knock me out so I dont have any problem sleeping.
 
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sorovulpecia

sorovulpecia

C'VENASH VISHNERI
Feb 10, 2025
4
I sleep for about 4-6 hours. It's meh.
every sort of sleep is important, but sleeping 4-6 hours is needed for the body than 7-8 . personally 7-8 hours make my body feel more tired and less productive.
 
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bluered1

Member
Oct 24, 2024
16
My sleep is not good for the last year. I had to start taking medication and now I sleep too much, but it doesn't energize me.
 

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