Venting I accept reality

[Anon7075]

I accept im in hell. I accept this pain. Suffering is natural and i accept my suffering. I accept my life sentence. I accept this punishment and i hope the universe will forgive me. I believe in heaven, i have not sinned, i have accepted that this is a punishment that i have to go through in order to reach nirvana. I accept whatever happens as it's destined. The only way i can cope with life is that i accept it. Being human, being in this godforsaken hellhole, it's a lesson. The easiest way to be rid of pain is to accept it. I am a soul, i will survive and there will be something after my death. Doesn't matter if i die today or in 60 years. I accept what destiny brings no matter how painful it is. I accept my punishment. To live is to suffer, finding meaning in suffering is the most crucial thing. I have chosen this through my actions. Brain tumor, depression. It's something that builds us stronger. Many people will dissagree but it's the truth. We have chosen this in order to spiritually advance. We have chosen this challenge. We have chose to suffer. And we will suffer. It's the state of the universe. This is all a test. Send by God, Allah, Krishna, The Universe whatever you believe it's the same God. The same Universe. We are the brave ones, we have chosen the hardest test offered and the fact that we are still here proves our resilience, our bravery and our commitment. Many people here have chosen one of the hardest paths. Be brave, be resilient. We will be glorified after death for our bravery to even tip our toes at this place. This place is merciless and extremely painful. You are worthy by just being here. Every single person here is brave and extremely resilient whatever you believe. You have survived hell. Be proud of that. You are braver than 98 percent of people. You are the bravest of the bravest. You are lions. We are the home of the brave and heavenly reward awaits us. We are not cowards. We are not looking for an easy escape. We have chosen this. We have chosen to suffer. No one else except us have chosen this path. We have chosen the most brutal path. And we have chosen this for a reason. We aren't cowards. We are brave. We are braver than anyone else. We are brave. We chose this to prove our bravery. Nothing can harm us. We are unbreakable. We are steel. We are power. We are the bravest souls. We go to places no one dares to go. We have survived no one dares to survive. We have suffered in a way no one dares to suffer. We have been tortured in a way no one else dares. We are unbreakable. We are steel. We are strong. We are the brave. We are the indestructible.

 

[Apokryphiel]

Beautifully written.

I hope your acceptance leads you to a place of peace, away from this hell.