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Shiru

Shiru

Endless sky
Dec 20, 2024
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Hello I used to post here a few years ago but I don't remember my user and password of my old account so I registered again soo I am back! Maybe I shouldn't be posting here but I did because my old threads of old account were posted here. I'm back
 
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MeltingBrain

MeltingBrain

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May 29, 2023
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What was your previous account name ?
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

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Sep 9, 2022
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How long were you out for?

Did you leave to recover or anything specific happen in your life?
 
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Member
Dec 2, 2024
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Hello I used to post here a few years ago but I don't remember my user and password of my old account so I registered again soo I am back! Maybe I shouldn't be posting here but I did because my old threads of old account were posted here. I'm back
Welcome back :)
 
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darkshadownice

darkshadownice

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Dec 9, 2024
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I feel you man. I lurked on here about a year ago (and maybe a year before that) when I was feeling suicidal, but started to rebuild mentally. Then it all came crashing down about a month ago because nobody came to eat with me at lunch when I invited co-workers and friends and I sat all by myself eating at a restaurant (or they wouldn't come because they had shit to do that day even though I planned a get-together a week prior), and now made an account after hitting a lower low than a year ago, perhaps ever. We did eventually have the get-together at the same restaurant as everyone's schedule was opened up, so it wasn't totally their faults or anything as it was more on bad luck, but man the damage was already done. All that mental healing and work for fucking nothing, and everything came crashing down harder than that has ever before, and I don't feel sad anymore as I have before when I hit those deep pits, I just felt empty.

Anyway share me your story OP, I want to read about it.
 
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Shiru

Shiru

Endless sky
Dec 20, 2024
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I feel you man. I lurked on here about a year ago (and maybe a year before that) when I was feeling suicidal, but started to rebuild mentally. Then it all came crashing down about a month ago because nobody came to eat with me at lunch when I invited co-workers and friends and I sat all by myself eating at a restaurant (or they wouldn't come because they had shit to do that day even though I planned a get-together a week prior), and now made an account after hitting a lower low than a year ago, perhaps ever. We did eventually have the get-together at the same restaurant as everyone's schedule was opened up, so it wasn't totally their faults or anything as it was more on bad luck, but man the damage was already done. All that mental healing and work for fucking nothing, and everything came crashing down harder than that has ever before, and I don't feel sad anymore as I have before when I hit those deep pits, I just felt empty.

Anyway share me your story OP, I want to read about it.
I'm so sorry about that my friend sometimes we manage to get a bit better and then something even small takes us down
How long were you out for?

Did you leave to recover or anything specific happen in your life?
Well I didn't come here so often so I was out for about few months but then I came almost every day only to read threads and not to feel all alone, I left just to get a bit better with life not for something special or for fully recover
 

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