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mariannelle

mariannelle

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i am eating icecream and it makes me very happy; it is very delicious. it brings me a lot of joy. it is strawberry and it is so good it makes me sad.

I like a lot of stuff a whole lot: cats and icecream and music and dandelions and kind people and soft things, but I only like this stuff so much because I don't get to experience it very often. I think if the whole world was cats i would like cats a lot less and if the whole world was icecream i would like icecream a lot less, but the world is not these things. the world is a lot of rock and negativity and war, so I like cats and icecream a whole lot. i think a lot of people are disillusioned by good things. the lack of good things that people experience makes the good that does happen to them feel a lot more good than it really is. I think some people can interpret the heightened joy they get from good things as good things being common instead of good things being infrequent, thus making them feel more important and stuff boo boo boo. whatever. im not a writer i dont want to write anymore. i am sorry if what i am thinking does not come across. i really struggle with words. can you pretend you understood me if you reply. i love you all.

i want to know all of your favorite icecream flavors. glory glory.
 
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I know it's an unpopular choice, but I'm going with mint chip.
 
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Mint chip. lol
 
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Anything chocolate with bits and pieces of things in it, like chocolate fudge brownie!
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

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I usually get 3 flavors: One fruity, One chocolaty, and one sour. I like the contrasts they make in the mouth.
My fave has to be dark chocolate though.
 
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Catchingdabus27

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Cotton candy, matcha and like smthin citrus are my favs.

Lately been obsessed with Mochi Ice cream.
 
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YES!!!! AMAZING POST MARIANELLE!!
since april or earlier i've been thinking about how much i like ice cream, specifically "homemade vanilla" by bluebell, but i think i like all vanilla ice cream. it's just a really solid flavor and it's very inoffensive when my stomach hurts or when i'm not hungry enough to eat a meal. strawberry is very hit or miss for me because it's prone to tasting artificial, but bluebell's "strawberries and homemade vanilla" is also good. i like strawberry ice cream when it has bits of strawberry in it. when i was younger, i liked to eat creamsicles and cotton candy popsicles. when i was 11 i said that popsicles were my favorite food since i liked eating them so much, and i was told to say a real food instead. it made me feel weirdly sad. i also have a memory of me and my sister loving ice cream sandwiches when we were younger. we would both buy one from the gas station after school or we would only get 1 and snap it in two to share.

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(this is the sandwich).

baskin robbins is a drive thru ice cream chain nearby me and my favorite flavor there is "gold medal ribbon", which is a vanilla, chocolate, and caramel ice cream. i don't go there very often but sometimes i buy ice cream there when i'm feeling down.

I think if the whole world was cats i would like cats a lot less and if the whole world was icecream i would like icecream a lot less, but the world is not these things. the world is a lot of rock and negativity and war, so I like cats and icecream a whole lot.

i'm typing this before i go to bed so maybe that's why this resonates with me so much. i would also not like cats or ice cream as much as i do if the whole world was about cats or ice cream. it would be boring, since i could get cats or ice cream whenever i wanted rather than when i had the time to. there's a preciousness in being able savor and care for something that would go away if we receive an abundance of it, no matter how much we liked it before. you could even feel a sense of shame for it, like you're being too gluttonous for indulging in so much of what you like.


good image post as always pluto. soda floats and character pops are my favorite. i love one the spongebob popsicle you can find in grocery stores and ice cream trucks.
 
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