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I am now planning for a future... I don't understand myself...

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Blutsager

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Mar 11, 2020
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Hello my friends. I hope you are all doing well. I... I don't know what to say. I am... My mind for whatever reason... It's kind of building something up. I want to do stuff. Program, make Android games, or other ways to make money, to sell online, not for my local market in my local currency but in USD. I am... Trying to grow? I don't get it. I hope from thinking about this being the end of the world to me thinking about how to seize the future. I don't understand myself.
Perhaps... I don't know, I would like to have someone who would mentor me, in any of this things. I don't know. I don't even know what I am talking about. I feel so weird.
Can anyone tell me what's going on inside my head? What to do?.
 
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it's cool bro, seize your future, you can do it, i'm sure!
 
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This is a fantastic resource, a bit dense/muddled sometimes but hey what isn't.
xda developers https://www.xda-developers.com/

edit: I reccomend running an adblocker though their pages can get a bit heavy.
 
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