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- Dec 1, 2018
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I didn't think anything like this existed on the clear web! Before I found this site there wasn't anywhere I could talk about this stuff. You go on depression forums looking for help and you get torn down for even thinking about ctb. They pro-life you into oblivion and make you feel even weaker, even more guilty and selfish. They always say you're not trying hard enough, you just need to change your perspective. They never listen to you even when you really have tried. I've been suffering since I was 13. I've been to multiple therapists, I've taken multiple drugs, nothing ever works. I have physical health problems that prevented me from participating in highschool so my future is fucked. I have no skills or talents. I can't even work a menial job because I can't be out of bed for more than two hours. I have terrible depression and I've hated myself since I was a child. I don't see anything changing after so many years. I never wanted to become an adult. I'm not cut out for adulthood and I'm not strong enough to remain in this world. Even when I was little I knew this is how things would end. I'm ok with it. I can't change the fact that I was born but I can control how long I continue to suffer because of it.
In the end, I'm simply thankful that there exists a site which can help me with this. A place where people don't judge and truly understand. I think I'll enjoy my stay.
Thank you (:
P.S...... Fuck Quora in particular. People are always the worst on fucking Quora.
In the end, I'm simply thankful that there exists a site which can help me with this. A place where people don't judge and truly understand. I think I'll enjoy my stay.
Thank you (:
P.S...... Fuck Quora in particular. People are always the worst on fucking Quora.
