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Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
282
Today I decided the date and booked the hotel room. So on the 9th of may I will take a walk, get to the hotel, book my self in. And give my self as perfect a night as I can and end it. When I booked it my heart was racing, feel calm so strange. So I have a month to get everything sorted, and spend as much time with my dogs as possible. This is my 1st post so I'm sorry if I've done it wrong, and sorry about my grammar.
 
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SadGirl

SadGirl

Specialist
Mar 24, 2019
357
Today I decided the date and booked the hotel room. So on the 9th of may I will take a walk, get to the hotel, book my self in. And give my self as perfect a night as I can and end it. When I booked it my heart was racing, feel calm so strange. So I have a month to get everything sorted, and spend as much time with my dogs as possible. This is my 1st post so I'm sorry if I've done it wrong, and sorry about my grammar.
May 10 will be my birthday, I will remember you. I hope you find the peace you deserve.
 
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Davy

Davy

Have a great day!
Mar 24, 2019
144
Good luck, I hope you go peacefully and I'll see you soon.
 
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suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
I envy your courage and I hope you find peace.
 
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ultraviolet sin

ultraviolet sin

RUDEBOY
Jul 17, 2018
93
I hope you manage to ease your pain.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
May you find peace and rest.
 
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Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
282
Thank you that means alot guys.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Hopefully you will find your peace. Good luck !
 
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JustOverIt

JustOverIt

Experienced
Nov 8, 2018
270
Today I decided the date and booked the hotel room. So on the 9th of may I will take a walk, get to the hotel, book my self in. And give my self as perfect a night as I can and end it. When I booked it my heart was racing, feel calm so strange. So I have a month to get everything sorted, and spend as much time with my dogs as possible. This is my 1st post so I'm sorry if I've done it wrong, and sorry about my grammar.

Like yourself Tabby I too have just booked my hotel room. The feeling is definitely alien, there is now a constant level of anxiety that is different from what I am used to. But its quality is calm and objective.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Today I decided the date and booked the hotel room. So on the 9th of may I will take a walk, get to the hotel, book my self in. And give my self as perfect a night as I can and end it. When I booked it my heart was racing, feel calm so strange. So I have a month to get everything sorted, and spend as much time with my dogs as possible. This is my 1st post so I'm sorry if I've done it wrong, and sorry about my grammar.
Good luck, Hopefully it goes well.
 
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Please_stop

Please_stop

Member
Apr 8, 2019
45
Good luck, and may you find peace
 
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phoenixx

phoenixx

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
261
Good luck, I hope you finally find peace
 
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Puddings

Puddings

Member
Feb 9, 2019
36
Have you thought what will happen to your dogs if you are gone (and if you are their only provider) and have you made plans for them? I honestly worry more about my pets than people.

And have you thought what method to use? Will you notify anyone or just let the hotel staff find you? Sorry if the questions are too intrusive. Wish it works out for you and that what ever you need happens.
 
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Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
282
Today I decided the date and booked the hotel room. So on the 9th of may I will take a walk, get to the hotel, book my self in. And give my self as perfect a night as I can and end it. When I booked it my heart was racing, feel calm so strange. So I have a month to get everything sorted, and spend as much time with my dogs as possible. This is my 1st post so I'm sorry if I've done it wrong, and sorry about my grammar.
An update, I didn't realise when I booked it. My partner is off work. So I have decided the 17th may. The hotel option seems to risky to me now. So after trying to have the perfect day, and some drinkys. I'm grabbing my organised bag of "tools". Taking a walk into the darkness, middle of nowhere, a few more drinkys and when I'm ready to do my thing it's goodbye. I feel alot more better about this plan.
 
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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
1,003
Hello wondering what would be your method? Sorry for the nosey question I'm trying to get as much info as possible.
I'm also scared of making noise in hotel but it's only option... Can't just take sn out in the woods... Someone could find me as well as I can't go far from civilization (no car)
 
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JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
An update, I didn't realise when I booked it. My partner is off work. So I have decided the 17th may. The hotel option seems to risky to me now. So after trying to have the perfect day, and some drinkys. I'm grabbing my organised bag of "tools". Taking a walk into the darkness, middle of nowhere, a few more drinkys and when I'm ready to do my thing it's goodbye. I feel alot more better about this plan.
Good luck. Hopefully everything works out like you intended.
 

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