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Unleashtherain

Unleashtherain

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Nov 12, 2024
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I almost pulled it off. Was hyperventilating myself in both trash bags and had the shoelaces tied once. Had my hands around the laces and I feel if I made the final knot it would have been game over. (Note) I have breathing issues due to a throat issue so it may come into play. I think I'm going to take my chances at this even though it's only a 25%. Going to try again tonight and hopefully it works. To anyone that has taken the time to read these posts I appreciate you. It's therapeutic just writing this out since I obviously can't tell anyone. I have read about attempts that have succeeded and this seems more likely than stabbing or partial for me.
 
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Godspeed.
 
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Unleashtherain

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Nov 12, 2024
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Thankyou. I hope I can finally end a lifetime of suffering.
 
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Random: I enjoy your avatar.
 
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Good luck! I hope you find peace.
 
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I hope that you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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Unleashtherain

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Nov 12, 2024
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Did you also hyperventilate prior to putting the bag over the head?
Actually during. I think if I did beforehand I wouldn't have been able to even tie the string in a single knot.
 
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Unleashtherain

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Unfortunately, yes.
 
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selfsabotagequeen

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Nov 2, 2024
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hiya are you still here today? just wanted you to know, i may not know you but im sending you sm love and prayers right now. i will be including you in my prayers tonight. i hope you reconsider your decision (coming from someone who feels the same way as you) because just based off your replies you seem lovely and i have hopes that if you're patient and just take it day by day you can stop this lifetime of suffering and turn it into a lifetime of health. im sorry, you probably dont want to see this rn as you seem pretty sure but i cant just see a fellow human being with memories and feelings and a heart choose to end their beautiful existence when there are still overpriced coffees to enjoy and late night kisses with someone magical to have and cats to stroke and novels to read and funny tv shows to binge and songs to listen to. i genuinely wish the best for you, and if you read this im glad you've taken one more day to be with us, and i hope you can add another day to that, and another. i don't know you but sending you so much love fellow human, please don't be upset that i'm writing this don't get mad i just had to say it. whatever you do just know there is a lot of love being sent your way from me. all the best honey feel free to dm if you need