KillingPain267
Enlightened
- Apr 15, 2024
- 1,468
I did all I could to heal, and all I could to be kind to people, giving second chances, forgiving and helping. Yet I get nothing in return, not even mental peace (at least some doctor could prescribe me hard opioids to numb me, but no). Don't get me wrong, I still think I should help people despite getting nothing in return, but I am just so tired now that I can't even have mental peace for longer than a week. It hurts so much inside. I have to kill whatever is inside. So now I'm serious, and just debating whether I should choose SN or the cardiac switch method. Which is more reliable? I like that the cardiac switch method allows for a last alcoholic drink.