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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
I can't anymore why I can't end this live?
 
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uiop

uiop

Fun drugs make me happy
Mar 27, 2019
218
I can't anymore why I can't end this live?
Dying is scary. Nobody wants to die, because they don't know what will happen to their conscious . It's unsettling leaving everything behind, but also intriguing to experience the afterlife. Maybe deep down, you really don't want to die. You just want an escape from all your problems.

I'm only speculating relative to my current situation, but please correct me if I'm wrong. I apologize if any of what I said offended you.
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
why I should want to be conscious the entire time?
 
uiop

uiop

Fun drugs make me happy
Mar 27, 2019
218
why I should want to be conscious the entire time?
As much as I would like to, I cannot give you an answer. This is something we all have to figure out own our own. :notsure:
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
I am sleepy. Very often I fall asleep and then I weak up and I am pissed of
 
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uiop

uiop

Fun drugs make me happy
Mar 27, 2019
218
I am sleepy. Very often I fall asleep and then I weak up and I am pissed of
Waking up is the worst part of the day for me. I dread it as well. It means that I'm alive for another day. No matter how much sleep I get, I'm always tired, and have zero motivation to get anything done. I just want to take a nap, but I have deadlines approaching.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
I can't anymore why I can't end this live?

Survival instinct .
Our worst enemy .
It's like the prison guard , you can't break out of life unless you beat it dead/unconscious .
 
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enzyetee

enzyetee

Member
Mar 21, 2019
23
Hope...prolongs suffering...
 
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snack

Member
Mar 28, 2019
49
I also can not overcome the instinct of self-preservation, although I suffer very much... I think in the near future,I still can.
 
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Thin Chew

Thin Chew

世界以痛吻我 要我报之以歌
Mar 3, 2019
254
If you don't wanna live anymore and wanna end your life but scare of sudden mine changing. Go full suspension (hanging). You won't have second chance and it's a guaranteed lethal.

If deep inside you don't wanna die, then live it. This is life, face the problem and stop complaining. The world is cruel and we have to adapt it. We can't do anything. Either you stay strong or die

I choose to die, and that's why I'm still trying to suicide every single day.

This comment isn't asking you to die, I am just giving you my thought. Either you face the problem now or die. Escaping problem isn't a way. Deal with it
 
dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
I dont want to die.....
BUT
CTB seems like the most logical approach...

damm...
I do like following logic...

it aint easy....

I can't anymore why I can't end this live?

cause it aint easy ....
 
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