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777cave

Member
Aug 11, 2023
50
Yeah, so there you go. Not even about family and friends. I don't wish anyone harm, but whatever happens, happens. I don't know if I'm pulling away to numb myself for the inevitable and/or I'm so fed up with my existence that I don't give a flying f#ck.
 
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Kbeau

Experienced
Jan 17, 2021
299
Yeah, so there you go. Not even about family and friends. I don't wish anyone harm, but whatever happens, happens. I don't know if I'm pulling away to numb myself for the inevitable and/or I'm so fed up with my existence that I don't give a flying f#ck.
I'm with you. You kind of have to be indifferent to an extent to CTB (in my opinion)
 
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lucyanne

Member
Apr 9, 2025
99
I still care deeply for those I am leaving behind, I have always cared deeply and I always will until my end, it's just who I am.

No shade intended, I hope whatever way comforts you most you can find.
 
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Haematemesis

Haematemesis

Student
Jan 12, 2025
112
if I'm ready to go i wouldn't care about people
but when I'm alive i automatically do
it is how (most) humans are but once you're gone it's over
 
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Nothing Left

Nothing Left

🧿
Sep 6, 2024
170
I feel you.

I've been isolated from society for so long there's nothing left to be attached to.

No friends, no aspirations for social connections anymore.

The family I live with is a literal detriment to my mental and physical health.

I sympathize with my dad because he's old and tired and traumatized, but he is perpetuating a horrible situation.

I'm done giving a fuck about the past, the innocent, or anyone.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Bad Decisions -The Strokes
Mar 31, 2025
31
I'm in the same boat, I don't care about anyone near me. Wouldn't give a fuck if someone felt a bit down cuz I killed myself. My family sucks shit so Idc about them much. My father is an ass hole and beat me as a kid. Hes lucky I didnt go insane on him and kill him hes apart of the reason Im so socially awkward and distant. Not just that my life sucks because he had to have sex with some woman who is now my mom I didnt wanna come out of his fucking shit. he doesnt do that anymore but its too late im fucked mentally and Im friendless. I speak a minimum of 50 words per day and I have zero interactions with anyone outside. I was the kid to sit alone at school. I dont fully blame my father but a lot of it is on him and the other is on people. I think anyone who is happy and an ass hole for no reason to others is a waste of air. Theyre the ones who bring others down to a shit hole. Hopefully that orange head and the other half bald half hair ass get in a fight and nuke this shit of a planet to pieces.
 
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Blue Dream

Blue Dream

Student
Sep 26, 2024
124
You cared enough to bring it up.

If your existence is unbearable it's silly for others to expect you to stay to avoid making them sad
 
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WoodenHoe

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Mar 30, 2025
2
Nobody really cares about me, it is always been like that.
What stops me are definitely not the others
 
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