Method I can’t cope with my own existence in life. Why would I inflict myself on others.

[misthios2040]

I'm about to commit to ctb in three weeks. I found a bridge and I have strong climbing rope. I'm gonna drink a bottle (40oz) of antifreeze and jump with the rope (11 feet leeway from noose to anchor point) on me. I'll be using two anchor knots (constrictor knot and bowline). I thought about waiting till November, but the opportunity opened up and assuming I don't have work. I can do it in three weeks. Not gonna lie a little nervous. I've done the research and I know 11 foot drop from anything above 200 feet will lead to decapitation. To me the plan seems perfect. Even if I fuck up the antifreeze will do the job. I figured that I'd keep it simple and easy to execute. I just need a second opinion on my method. Any thoughts?

Rope of choice: https://www.rei.com/product/113458/black-diamond-99mm-non-dry-rope

Bridge of choice:

Sidney Lanier Bridge - Wikipedia

en.m.wikipedia.org

Drink of choice:

Prestone Universal Antifreeze + Coolant, Used for All Vehicles - 10 years/300,000 miles, 1 Gallon Concentrate. - Walmart.com

Buy Prestone Universal Antifreeze + Coolant, Used for All Vehicles - 10 years/300,000 miles, 1 Gallon Concentrate. at Walmart.com

www.walmart.com

Mug of choice:
Amazon product ASIN B0BNX6K3T8
Knots of choice:
Noose: https://www.101knots.com/hangmans-knot-noose.html

Anchor knots:
1. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bowline
2. https://www.netknots.com/rope_knots/constrictor-knot

 

[DeathSleep]

Sounds like you have a good plan. Are you going to do it in the middle of the night or something so that less chance of someone seeing you tying the rope and trying to stop you? That would be my concern someone noticing and trying to intervene.
I wish you the best with your plan. I hope you find your peace.

 

[misthios2040]

Sounds like you have a good plan. Are you going to do it in the middle of the night or something so that less chance of someone seeing you tying the rope and trying to stop you? That would be my concern someone noticing and trying to intervene.
I wish you the best with your plan. I hope you find your peace.

Thank you, I plan on doing it around 2 or 3 in the morning before the early risers get up for work.