Help I cant even take out the trash

[CaliguIa]

i am the most pathetic piece of shit and everybody knows. it feels weird to be this big failure and I hate myself so much. I am the worst human i know, I need to die. Im have literally all the worsts traits a person can have. Im dumb, emotional, ugly, cringe, egoistic, pathetic, abussive, psychopatic, insensitive, weak, naive. Its obvious i need to end myself.

It is embarrasing how worthless I am, and how naive I be thinking that I have a chance. I dont even deserve the air Im breathing and Its pathetic that i dont have the guts to kms.

Killing myself will be the best thing Ill do in my worthless little life. I cant even say Ill die bcs I was never alive in first place. So its just the way it must be. Like nothing happened. I am nothing.

Idk whats wrong with me that I feel so special, well yes I am special but in the worst way, I should let everybody know here that I deserve to die and made fun about it. I wish I had the strength to harm myself and bleed and cry and get laughed at and die painfully and slowly. i think I can maybe do that soon

 

[LukaParrot]

I get bitter when dont interact with other people. We're not made to be alone, I think it brings the worst in us.

Remember that nobody here is perfect, we all do mistakes and sometimes the best thing is to give yourself some time.

I like to go to the beach and watch the sea. Just dont know why exactly... but brings me some peace, maybe because It can make my mind blanks.

If you could register in SaSu, and vent a little, I think you seeking for help.

If you are depressed, it's the worst illness in the world, it takes all your will to live and all your energy. If havent seek help, try at least once. Believe in me, hurts less when you know that at least you tried.

Wishing better days to you.