moodrings
Member
- May 28, 2023
- 7
im tired. i dont want to keep going.
when i was younger id curl up in my bed sobbing, crying into myself "i want to go home, i want to go home," which is odd, because at that time i had only ever lived in that house.
im trans, and i fucking hate it. im not going to sit here and be proud of it because i lack the energy to do so at this rate. its exhausting. the amount of times i have wondered what life would be like in a different reality where i was born in a body i feel comfortable in.
in the end, i feel that is the home i was begging for. safety and security in my own body.
i want to go home.
i want to go home but im so afraid of the consequences
i want to go home, i want to be happy, i want to be okay
when i was younger id curl up in my bed sobbing, crying into myself "i want to go home, i want to go home," which is odd, because at that time i had only ever lived in that house.
im trans, and i fucking hate it. im not going to sit here and be proud of it because i lack the energy to do so at this rate. its exhausting. the amount of times i have wondered what life would be like in a different reality where i was born in a body i feel comfortable in.
in the end, i feel that is the home i was begging for. safety and security in my own body.
i want to go home.
i want to go home but im so afraid of the consequences
i want to go home, i want to be happy, i want to be okay