
KillingPain267
Enlightened
- Apr 15, 2024
- 1,866
Mental pain is flowing straight through all my veins every waking moment, and it feels like my brain will explode. Well, I WISH IT FUCKING DID ALREADY!!!
When I wake up and the melatonin washes away, and consciousness hits, and everything is clear, it LITERALLY feels like I have died and am in hell. It's not even just a silly exagerrated expression to me now (like saying "I'm starving"). No, every night and morning it literally feels like I fell asleep and then woke up in an abyss where wicked souls go get tortured for eternity.
When I wake up and the melatonin washes away, and consciousness hits, and everything is clear, it LITERALLY feels like I have died and am in hell. It's not even just a silly exagerrated expression to me now (like saying "I'm starving"). No, every night and morning it literally feels like I fell asleep and then woke up in an abyss where wicked souls go get tortured for eternity.
