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Dec 4, 2023
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I recently had a new kind of pain at the top center of my head coming from my spine and it was so agonizing, like really bad, then the pain went to the left side of my head and then down to left neck and it felt my head left side felt numb... couldn't do anything other than be anxious, paralyzed, cry a bit, even taking too many medically prescribed drugs, it was a long while until I got to an okay state.

Everyday I have a new kind of physical pain, inducing panic/anxiety... it's very lonely. My body is so hurt on the inside. And it seems trying to get professional healthcare help has the tendency to only worse things for me.

But I did withstand it without going to healthcare... almost can't believe it.
 
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InversedShadow

InversedShadow

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Dec 28, 2023
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The kind of experiences, random, unexplainable pains can do to body is horrible ngl :/
Your experience sounds really awful and Im sorry to hear that, reminds me of when it was completely cold and I was getting muscle pains for first time, twisting my body and giving me worst of dreams.. Im not really able to help you with your pains either sadly, it's a big shame smth as awful as that occurs to you! You got the strength though, would be great to have some research about this strange condition of yours..
You did withstand it this time though! You can be proud of that, well done! 👑
 
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MyTimeIsUp

Perhaps I'll be important when I'm long gone?
Feb 27, 2024
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It's so shit what the body can do under stress, and very strange!

I used to have very severe chronic pain. Had it for years and years. It impacted my life, so did chronic fatigue from all of the mental anguish.

I don't have it any longer. I never thought it would disappear but yeah, it has. My back pain was so severe I couldn't sleep at night and every little movement was sheer agony. Couldn't do much.

I had a friend I told about it, and I've since told him it's gone and he was so surprised! Not as surprised as I am.

It just goes to show, if we do our best to change our mindset and do other things like working out, things can get better. It was very gradual for me, so these things do take time! A LONG time, but it is worth the perseverance 😊
 
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