
Droso
Born, survive, reproduce, die.
- Dec 23, 2024
- 164
I don't believe psychology is scientific—and I'm not here to argue my position with anyone— because of the lack of objective and empirical evidence that is used to label disorders. Especially when it comes to treating said disorders. I think these are variations of behavior and thought-patterns mostly stemming from environmental factors as well as developmental and genetics ones. In our society they can and have been deemed as disordered and made to be pathologized.
Despite this, the collection of data on differing behaviors, thought-patterns, cognition and emotions composed into labels is useful. It is useful in its function to simply and directly communicate a vague description of one's person (that is, only if correct and self-described).
So all of this to say, I think that the way I observe the world and think of it is similar to that of a schizoid personality disorder. The difference is that I don't believe it is a problem. The main problem for me is living in a close knit society that runs on connection and intimacy. Not having the ability to be independent of this society, being forced by rules and regulations to follow what is demanded and expected, is frustrating. And that is my problem. I'm simply incompatible with this type of lifestyle that humans were born into built by our previous generations.
It really is annoying. I don't like being subjected to maintained societal rules, especially ones concerning ethics and morality. I would rather live a life secluded in the wilderness, only with my close partners and some friends.
It is interesting as my newest relationship with my girlfriend has been insanely different than all of my connections before. I believe she also has schizoid personality disorder which is why we are drawn toward each other. We don't need to maintain a close and intimate relationship because we understand each other. And that certain type of connection is actually nice.
Though I do have some doubts that I am fully schizoid. I do have interest in both romantic and platonic relationships. I do maintain both of them. But I've noticed that most of them are distant and I truly do not connect. Maybe I'm what is to be described as the secret schizoid.
Despite this, the collection of data on differing behaviors, thought-patterns, cognition and emotions composed into labels is useful. It is useful in its function to simply and directly communicate a vague description of one's person (that is, only if correct and self-described).
So all of this to say, I think that the way I observe the world and think of it is similar to that of a schizoid personality disorder. The difference is that I don't believe it is a problem. The main problem for me is living in a close knit society that runs on connection and intimacy. Not having the ability to be independent of this society, being forced by rules and regulations to follow what is demanded and expected, is frustrating. And that is my problem. I'm simply incompatible with this type of lifestyle that humans were born into built by our previous generations.
It really is annoying. I don't like being subjected to maintained societal rules, especially ones concerning ethics and morality. I would rather live a life secluded in the wilderness, only with my close partners and some friends.
It is interesting as my newest relationship with my girlfriend has been insanely different than all of my connections before. I believe she also has schizoid personality disorder which is why we are drawn toward each other. We don't need to maintain a close and intimate relationship because we understand each other. And that certain type of connection is actually nice.
Though I do have some doubts that I am fully schizoid. I do have interest in both romantic and platonic relationships. I do maintain both of them. But I've noticed that most of them are distant and I truly do not connect. Maybe I'm what is to be described as the secret schizoid.