socrates.
is there cheese in the great beyond
- Nov 18, 2024
- 12
last winter, depression hit me so hard. i was staying at home and isolating and just so exhausted and lonely all the time.
like, i have a normal year-round depressive disorder but seasonal depression is seriously no joke. it's like its own breed.
so this year i decided to do the exact opposite and do things and join activities so i would get out of the house and be not alone. but now im stressed and overwhelmed. im exhausted and tired and i feel the same as last year even though now im medicated and im just losing all hope.
does anything get better? what does my brain want? do i went to be alone or do i want to be surrounded by people? why can't i do anything right? why am i always miserable regardless???
like, i have a normal year-round depressive disorder but seasonal depression is seriously no joke. it's like its own breed.
so this year i decided to do the exact opposite and do things and join activities so i would get out of the house and be not alone. but now im stressed and overwhelmed. im exhausted and tired and i feel the same as last year even though now im medicated and im just losing all hope.
does anything get better? what does my brain want? do i went to be alone or do i want to be surrounded by people? why can't i do anything right? why am i always miserable regardless???