KillingPain267
Enlightened
- Apr 15, 2024
- 1,494
Ever since I was a teenager I got lightly bullied or heavily ignored (don't know which is worse), and I had only one friend until we finished school and lost contact. But in general I feel so wrong everywhere I go. I feel like I look wrong, sound wrong, dress wrong, have wrong hobbies, believe wrong things, got the wrong education, have the wrong personality and everything I do fails. Even in my dreams I get bullied. On top of that, even the law of gravity is against me, pulling down my spine giving me backpain from just 2 hours sitting or standing. For all I know I could be an alien born on the wrong planet. I don't think any of my issues will ever be fixed because it would all mean going against my own nature. I also feel a certain anger at the thought that I should be the one changing to adopt to a society and species (i.e. humanity) that is full of hate, violence and exploitation.
