Gossamer
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- Sep 1, 2022
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It's been a while since I last posted. My life has been improving a bit thanks to my boyfriend who was an unconditional support to me. I'm learning to be myself again and to like things, but it's still a mess. While focusing on surviving instead of letting myself rot, I've found that my executive dysfunction from years of alcoholism and severe depression makes me unable to get a job. My degree feels worthless, and I've failed the courses in IT I signed up for because I couldn't keep up. I feel like there's no way to get better, my account is in the reds and I don't think I'll be able to make it in life when I just don't have any valuable skills. Does anyone have tips for this situation? For executive dysfunction, for handling the shame of failure? Anything, really?