mattoman
Member
- Nov 26, 2024
- 71
Hi, sorry if this is a dumb question, but anyway.
I was at a friend's party last night and she confessed to me that she's had feelings for me for sometime now (and I have had feelings for her as well) and it gave me a bit hope. But still not enough to stop me for thinking about ctb. If we ever start dating, is it worth telling her about my suicidal thoughts or no? I don't want to do harm to her by killing myself, because that would suck, but I hate telling others about my SH thoughts because I can't stand their reactions, either sincere or fake. But I would think it would be fair for her to know that I am indeed broken. Well I don't want to jump too ahead of myself since this was just a confession of feelings.
Maybe a dumb post or thought but it just came to my mind and thought this would be the right place to ask for help.
I was at a friend's party last night and she confessed to me that she's had feelings for me for sometime now (and I have had feelings for her as well) and it gave me a bit hope. But still not enough to stop me for thinking about ctb. If we ever start dating, is it worth telling her about my suicidal thoughts or no? I don't want to do harm to her by killing myself, because that would suck, but I hate telling others about my SH thoughts because I can't stand their reactions, either sincere or fake. But I would think it would be fair for her to know that I am indeed broken. Well I don't want to jump too ahead of myself since this was just a confession of feelings.
Maybe a dumb post or thought but it just came to my mind and thought this would be the right place to ask for help.