sesamecat
Member
- Sep 2, 2024
- 10
hello all,
i've been a lurker since this community was just a subreddit.
i've lived a life fueled by a cycle of addiction and misery and even when i had everything i could have wanted in life, i took it for granted and ruined it for myself.
i don't really know what else to do so i am just ranting on this forum now. i don't want to let my loved ones see me suffer and i don't want to keep letting them down. even through the spirals of depression and mental health i always come to the conclusion, maybe i am not fit for this world.
i've been a lurker since this community was just a subreddit.
i've lived a life fueled by a cycle of addiction and misery and even when i had everything i could have wanted in life, i took it for granted and ruined it for myself.
i don't really know what else to do so i am just ranting on this forum now. i don't want to let my loved ones see me suffer and i don't want to keep letting them down. even through the spirals of depression and mental health i always come to the conclusion, maybe i am not fit for this world.