Ocean_01
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- Mar 11, 2023
- 7
I feel like a ghost. I feel like I'm in this limbo state, like I died at some point and afterlife is playing a trick on me, like I go through all the motions of being alive and it all looks real, but I doesn't feel real. There's this latent, uncanny feeling that something's off, and it has been so for quite some time but you're not quite sure where it started, but you just know it has been there a while.
And i notice things too: overhearing strangers' conversations that just don't sound right or don't make any sense; numbers, symbols and patterns that my head can't seem to stop focusing on for no apparent reason. It's far from actual evidence but I can't shake the feeling that there's something 'glitchy' about the world we live in. It's a belief I don't want to believe in, but it's embedded into my brain like a tumour.
I think that's also something that's been pushing me to the edge. Something feels terribly off and I want out. Whatever is out there on the other side, even if it's total oblivion, may as well be more real than whatever is going on right now.
And i notice things too: overhearing strangers' conversations that just don't sound right or don't make any sense; numbers, symbols and patterns that my head can't seem to stop focusing on for no apparent reason. It's far from actual evidence but I can't shake the feeling that there's something 'glitchy' about the world we live in. It's a belief I don't want to believe in, but it's embedded into my brain like a tumour.
I think that's also something that's been pushing me to the edge. Something feels terribly off and I want out. Whatever is out there on the other side, even if it's total oblivion, may as well be more real than whatever is going on right now.