I dont really want to die I just want everything to stop

[FireFox]

I just want everything to stop. I want the crying, constant feelings of inadequacy, anxiety and just feeling like life isn't for me. I don't want to live to see another 10 years of my life. I know had things worked in my 20s I wouldn't be planning to kill myself when I reach my 30s

 

[onthefence]

I think this is what many of us are looking for. I keep saying I just need a break from life, a week to be healthy, have time for things I enjoy (I'm not sure what), not worry about money, and not have to carry the weight of the world. I have been in this hell for 7 years and there is no end in sight except the one I am going to create myself.

 

[raskol1980]

I just want everything to stop. I want the crying, constant feelings of inadequacy, anxiety and just feeling like life isn't for me. I don't want to live to see another 10 years of my life. I know had things worked in my 20s I wouldn't be planning to kill myself when I reach my 30s

I'm not suggesting this is the answer by the way but have you tried any therapy? What country are you based in?

 

[mrelief82]

Same :( and I'm sorry you feel this way .

 

[LukaParrot]

I really recommend you to seek for help.

Prescribed drugs can help you a lot with what you are passing through life. So, you need to make a appointment with a psychiatrist.

If you are lucky, you are going to find drugs that can really help with what you described.

As a 45yo, take this as a life advice, there is still time for you, to recover, find someone, be happy but it will requires you to try.

When you realize you are too old to make your dreams come true, it's very sad and paintful, i'm not talking about being a millionare, for me what just having a person, a woman that i really loved and having a familly. It's not self-pitty... sometimes things dont go the way you want.

You're still so new and young, I really hope you can pass through this and carry on with your life.

 

[Bruce]

Prescribed drugs can help you a lot with what you are passing through life.

Parrot living on drugs is just treating the symptoms not the cause.

there is still time for you, to recover, find someone, be happy but it will requires you to try.

Bloody hell if I had a nickel for how many times I heard that..

@FireFox I'm sorry for what you're going through. You could probably find professional help, someone to talk to, it works for some. If you can't or if for whatever reason you need to talk to someone then I'm available every now and then.

 

[metothemoon]

Feeling exactly the same. Do not necessarily want to die, but just feel like living is not for me. Cannot take this any longer