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twistedtransistor69

twistedtransistor69

I can't survive if this is all that's real
Nov 23, 2024
14
I wish I wanted something badly enough to live for it.

A part of me wants to be happy, successful and loved, but I don't want it bad enough to actually -work- for it. The only thing I really want is to die.

Sometimes I don't understand why anyone wants to live. How can you not want to kill yourself?

I'm just waiting to die
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Enlightened
Apr 15, 2024
1,468
I don't understand how people have dreams to live for
 
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apearl

apearl

mitski fan
Sep 25, 2023
113
A part of me wants to be happy, successful and loved, but I don't want it bad enough to actually -work- for it.
I'm in the same boat as you in this, to me it seems like life is lots of work for little reward. Hope you can find your peace. 🫂
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,130
I also just wish to be gone, to cease existing truly is all I've ever personally wished for. But anyway I wish you the best, I also see myself as just waiting to die.
 
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annihilator

annihilator

Ϫ die with a smile on your lips Ϫ
Jun 5, 2024
15
I also just wish to be gone, to cease existing truly is all I've ever personally wished for. But anyway I wish you the best, I also see myself as just waiting to die.
Would you wish to be killed ? Painlessly?
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,790
The only thing I really want is to die.

Sometimes I don't understand why anyone wants to live. How can you not want to kill yourself?

I'm just waiting to die
Agree with only this part of ur post. I don't want anything from evil life and this evil world . I only want non-existence asap
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,644
A part of me wants to be happy, successful and loved,
This trifecta is probably one of the most difficult things to acheive. In addition to work ethic, one would need an absurd amount of luck and even genes / favorable circumstances. And even if one achieved this, it's a lifetime of stress to maintain.

Happiness - Come and goes
Success - Often requires taking from others
Love - Seems like everyone cheats or at least has fleeting eyes at some point these days

Human existnce is pointless. I feel sorry for all the people being born everyday. 99% of them are going to live a life of suffering.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,323
Aside from dying as early as possible, I also don't want anything. Nothing in life interests me other than having a reliable way of bringing complete cessation to my life as early as possible
 
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