StrawberryRed
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- Oct 16, 2024
- 19
The way people talk about those who committed has always been a deterrent from doing so. It's kind of dehumanizing, turning a person into just the worst months/parts of their life. I guess this happens w all deaths but it's a more prominent w suicides. It's all I'll be known as. Nobody will care about anything else ive done. When people think of me that's the first thing that'll come to them. Especially for someone as mediocre as me that's the only thing people will have to talk about at all. I dont want to be a a story or life lesson or precautionary tale told at anti-suicide seminars. (Especially as a uni student yk). 10 yrs from now I dont want people to only remember my name at mandatory meetings and when watching late-night PSAs. Positively or negatively. I would rather just be completely forgotten instead. Or when people frame a loved ones death( again especially suicides) as a necessary eye opening pivot point in their life. Decades of living and years of pain just to become a climax- a bump in the road even-in someone else's story. I alone dont get a nice resolution. I guess it wouldnt really affect me but it still bothers anyways. Do u worry about ur image after death?
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