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searchingforpeace

Student
Nov 26, 2022
144
I've been suffering from horrible depression and anxiety for 30 years which developed into a walking problem 8 years ago. Doctors can't help I have no quality of life I don't know if I'll ever walk with any significance again. My dad is dead if my mom dies i'm really **** I'm afraid all the time my method is SN I'm afraid I'll screw that up I'm exhausted i'm overthinking everything I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown I don't want to go to the hospital but I don't know what else to do I've never been this bad before i'm panicking
 
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ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

Member
Jun 1, 2024
97
i know what u mean man i dont want to die either mental illness and chronic illness ruined my quality of life and theres no cure either i literally have no choice it fucking sucks
im in a sorry state myself but you can talk to me man i know you're panicking and stuff if it gets too bad i can chat with u to comfort or u or whatever works
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,572
It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,307
I've been suffering from horrible depression and anxiety for 30 years which developed into a walking problem 8 years ago. Doctors can't help I have no quality of life I don't know if I'll ever walk with any significance again. My dad is dead if my mom dies i'm really **** I'm afraid all the time my method is SN I'm afraid I'll screw that up I'm exhausted i'm overthinking everything I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown I don't want to go to the hospital but I don't know what else to do I've never been this bad before i'm panicking
Same i want to live but life IS very difficult.
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Enlightened
Apr 15, 2024
1,593
30 years depression and anxiety!!! Shit, you are the toughest warrior that exists. I'm only 3 years into depression and feel on the verge of breakdown already.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,307
30 ans de dépression et d'anxiété !!! Merde, tu es le guerrier le plus coriace qui existe. Je suis déprimée depuis seulement 3 ans et je me sens déjà au bord de la dépression.
Me since 2004...
 
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newstart2000

newstart2000

Member
Nov 26, 2024
54
Me too. And I made a Hugh mistake that I can't afford when I was mentally ill. I regret everyday, but what's done has done. I have no choice but death.
 
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