drownll
Student
- Jul 7, 2023
- 135
Whenever I find myself in any social environment I always wear a mask, i am never comfortable, i never feel truly myself, I feel chained and bounded, not free. I don't like this competition and don't want to participate, i find it pathetic, this really is a rat race. I notice a lot of people may be like me, but they pretend long enough until they have kids and they then find themselves trapped, forced to be an active member of society and have to deal with all its bullshit until their childs are grown up, and they then have invested so much in society that they get into a sunk cost fallacy.
That's the main reason why I don't wanna have kids, because if I make kids i won't be able to ctb. I won't have kids so that I will be free to ctb whenever.
I only feel at ease when i'm alone, lost in my imaginary world. In these moments i feel a unique sensation of freedom and peace, and a certain warmth that i do not find anywhere else.
That's the main reason why I don't wanna have kids, because if I make kids i won't be able to ctb. I won't have kids so that I will be free to ctb whenever.
I only feel at ease when i'm alone, lost in my imaginary world. In these moments i feel a unique sensation of freedom and peace, and a certain warmth that i do not find anywhere else.