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Arnar
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- Mar 2, 2020
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I feel like I want to die - but I dont Want to want to die, so I guess that must mean I dont wanna die? How do you deal with guilt and shame, and memories of doing things that make people you care about lose all respect for you? I'll probably ctb in july, I want to do it now but making a spontaneous decision is obviously not a good idea. I also really want to stop intrusive automatic thoughts about how I should kms.