I feel trapped

[SleepyTransit]

I can't live with this pain anymore... but i can't CTB right now. If i do it they will know where I am and I will be saved... what do I do?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

me too

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it so painful to exist, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I also feel so trapped in this cruel, torturous existence, I wish there's the option to just never exist ever again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just cease existing peacefully in a way that is guaranteed, I hope you find the relief you search for.