
KLUF
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- Jun 16, 2020
- 70
I think it was an assault rifle. AR or AK. I checked if it was loaded. It was. Everything felt so real. The sounds, shine of metal, size. After some time looking at it I, being suicidal as hell, placed the muzzle under my chin at the proper angle in order for the potential shot to go through necessary parts of the brain.
But, I knew it was a dream, very real, but a dream. I didn't know what would happen if I pulled the trigger, and didn't plan to CTB yet, so I lowered the weapon and after a while I woke up.
Upon awakening I felt a bit strange, a mix of curiousity and disappointment I think. I hope I will not chicken out if I get a gun in rl.
But, I knew it was a dream, very real, but a dream. I didn't know what would happen if I pulled the trigger, and didn't plan to CTB yet, so I lowered the weapon and after a while I woke up.
Upon awakening I felt a bit strange, a mix of curiousity and disappointment I think. I hope I will not chicken out if I get a gun in rl.