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socrates

socrates

I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
Dec 3, 2019
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This may not be true in all of the world. But in the US guns seem to be the only reliable method you can get access to legally. The second amendment gives us access to suicide. I hate this method because it's messy and barbaric in my opinion. It is certainly not a good end.

Other methods like hanging seem extremely unreliable. Sodium Nitite is hard to get and Antiemetics aren't much easier to get. Inert exit bags seem like a dream come true, but I had a hard time finding a regulator. And finally carbon monoxide is dangerous to others and Co detectors that can measure high enough are super expensive. Not to mention unless you want to do this method has a highly risk of being found.

And I'm sure there are people trying to make those methods harder, but in America we have groups like the NRA who fight for guns, and are winning. Guns can be used with out planning. If I ever get pulled over or get arrested (my biggest fears) if I act fast enough I can end my life then, and hopefully traumatize the cop for life. Suicide for a broken taillight heh

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SomewhatLoved

SomewhatLoved

Bringing out the Dead and Searching for the Living
Apr 12, 2023
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The second amendment gives us access to suicide.
I've never really considered this implication before haha. I've never really been a pro-2A or pro-gun person, but now that I'm seeking suicide I find myself wanting easier access to firearms in Canada so that I can kill myself this way.

I agree it's messy but I think compared to other methods it's actually peaceful. You will die pretty much instantaneously, with essentially no pain or endured suffering. Once you pull the trigger your life is essentially over if you hit the right spot.
 
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zekeyaeger

zekeyaeger

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Mar 30, 2023
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I personally wouldn't go for a gun based suicide. It maybe instant, yes, but in some cases people actually survive and the consequences I have seen are horrific.
 
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ParalyzedVeteran

ParalyzedVeteran

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Nov 11, 2024
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It's the honorable way for a soldier to check out. If I could walk they would never find my mess. On the the other hand, if I could walk and fuck etc. like before my spinal cord injury, I wouldn't be getting it together to pull the big D-ring.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I wish I was born as an american so that I could actually have a way to kill myself. If I had access to a gun, I would have shot my brainstem and ended my life for good. Though of course it'd be better if I wasn't born at all
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I've never really considered this implication before haha. I've never really been a pro-2A or pro-gun person, but now that I'm seeking suicide I find myself wanting easier access to firearms in Canada so that I can kill myself this way.

I agree it's messy but I think compared to other methods it's actually peaceful. You will die pretty much instantaneously, with essentially no pain or endured suffering. Once you pull the trigger your life is essentially over if you hit the right spot.
imo if one uses a high powered rifle or shotgun and hit the HEAD / brain the whole head will explode or break apart .

 
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TANETS

TANETS

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Nov 11, 2024
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Felt. Don't wanna leave a mess at all.
 
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Nov 10, 2024
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I really, really want to find a way to make and use an exit bag. But I know literally nothing and can't find any information about it. I would also settle for firearm option at this point because I'm desperate. But I'm not able to legally get a gun license because I've been committed to psychiatric ward before. I'd never pass the background check because of that here in this state especially. No idea how to get one illegally. Preferred method I'm looking into is the exit bag for sure, I just need some help getting info on how it works/where to find the materials for it.
 
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affirmatice

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Aug 31, 2024
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As far as an instant, painless way to go. Guns seem like the best method, if done right.

I don't have a gun but I don't know if I can live with the imagination of what happens. Not to mention the physical action of pulling a trigger.
 
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vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
435
Wish I was born in the USA, my step father works on a farm and has access to a firearm, but since I haven't spoken to him in years I see no way of getting access to the gun, and plus could leave him in trouble etc. I won't be attempting it
 
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penguinl0v3s

penguinl0v3s

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Nov 1, 2023
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This has got to be a US exclusive thing. The US is a scary place.
 
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AngelTears

AngelTears

Last Days
Jun 10, 2023
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This may not be true in all of the world. But in the US guns seem to be the only reliable method you can get access to legally. The second amendment gives us access to suicide. I hate this method because it's messy and barbaric in my opinion. It is certainly not a good end.

Other methods like hanging seem extremely unreliable. Sodium Nitite is hard to get and Antiemetics aren't much easier to get. Inert exit bags seem like a dream come true, but I had a hard time finding a regulator. And finally carbon monoxide is dangerous to others and Co detectors that can measure high enough are super expensive. Not to mention unless you want to do this method has a highly risk of being found.

And I'm sure there are people trying to make those methods harder, but in America we have groups like the NRA who fight for guns, and are winning. Guns can be used with out planning. If I ever get pulled over or get arrested (my biggest fears) if I act fast enough I can end my life then, and hopefully traumatize the cop for life. Suicide for a broken taillight heh

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There's always opioids and benzos or alcohol, DXM, Helium... There are a lot of easy legal and non ways to do so. Almost all are overdose though.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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As far as an instant, painless way to go. Guns seem like the best method, if done right.

I don't have a gun but I don't know if I can live with the imagination of what happens. Not to mention the physical action of pulling a trigger.
It's all just in the mind . Mindset shift. Reprogram brain . The mind is every thing what you think about most of the time you become. The catch is has to be only one thing.
 
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pathlessplaces

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imo if one uses a high powered rifle or shotgun and hit the HEAD / brain the whole head will explode or break apart .


Even a 9 mm with the proper ammo will do the job. Get a controlled fragment hollow point bullet and voila. Lights out. The military and police carry them because they're effective, not because they're pretty. Just gotta not shoot your face or your jaw, and preferably cut through both hemispheres. Brain stem not entirely necessary to destroy. Just enough of the brain. And of course not get found until it's too late to do much.
That's how I'm gonna go out very soon.
 
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divinemistress36

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There's always opioids and benzos or alcohol, DXM, Helium... There are a lot of easy legal and non ways to do so. Almost all are overdose though.
Benzo overdose not reliable otherwise a lot of us would be dead by now
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,883
I know if I had means to other reliable methods to CTB with (oftenly more peacefully) and could easily acquire them, I would have considered them. However, given the my personal circumstances (including my living arrangement) it would be hard to do so and things like SN and such are out of the question (since early 2023 when all the SN fiasco happened). Yes, while a firearm results in a mess, the best I could do is to mitigate that and I blame the prohibitive and anti-choice society that we live in which stigmatizes CTB, discussion of CTB, and lack of legal right to die (we don't even have MAiD or any assisted dying regulation apart from DWD (death with dignity) which is only available in several states and are more narrow than even Canada's MAiD program). Dignitas and other similar organizations will NOT accept me because I'm still young and not severely physically disabled or have a grave/terminal illness, thus would not qualify, therefore the DIY CTB would be my only route.

If I had the means for better, reliable, and peaceful methods I would have done so, but alas I don't so I am going to go with what realistically works for me after factoring in all my circumstances.
 
nothingspecial

nothingspecial

Member
Nov 18, 2024
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I'm an American and live in the conservative south but I imagine it would still be hard for me to get a firearm. I think it would look pretty suspicoous if a 19 year old girl just walked in asking for a gun she knows nothing about. I've thought about making up some lie that it's to protect myself against an abusive ex-boyfriend or something, not sure if that would work.
 
Amarajoy

Amarajoy

Everlasting flower, eternal love
Sep 12, 2024
159
Guns make me very nervous. I'm afraid you have to have perfect aim and I won't do ill just disfigure myself. I don't quite understand the gun thing. But if I could figure it out I don't mind being disfigured. Death itself is inherently disfiguring. At least if the natural process is allowed to occur.
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
203
This may not be true in all of the world. But in the US guns seem to be the only reliable method you can get access to legally. The second amendment gives us access to suicide. I hate this method because it's messy and barbaric in my opinion. It is certainly not a good end.
Yeah. I know a shotgun is 1.) certain and 2.) painless but the mutilation really puts me off. It's so ugly. And I'd have to leave the house--I'm not leaving my family with that cleanup. I just want something to put me to sleep while I'm relaxing at home.

I _think_ an exit bag could do this. But I fear I'd be instantly clocked as a suicide trying to buy the nitrogen tank.