gnarly
Rest in Peace
- Sep 24, 2024
- 126
I consider my mind to be very creative when it comes to things. I love drawing and music but have no skill or interest in doing them. And I hate that I don't even try. It annoys me that I can't share my thought or ideas because of how people have shut me down in the past. I'm quick to assume it's stupid or boring or maybe the world wouldn't be interested. I also hate how my brain tries to see its success. Like if I truly did do something I would gain what I want from it. I constantly see this version of me in a completely better life if I was just talented and truly interested in doing things. But I'm just blank canvas with black paint. Plain and simple.