Venting I hate therapy

[SapoMotoqueiro]

Oh my god i am paying you to solve my problems, not to watch me figuring out how to solve them. People always say seek help but its so frustrating, i have no idea what i want for my life (besides die) and psycologists cant give you a direction? WHAT IS THE POINT THEN????

Mostly when i feel bad i try to talk to them and it makes me angry, they just describe how the situation is (which i know, i am not that dumb) and "you should do what makes you feel calm". Then i come here to read about methods and feel better, i feel here people are real, are human, are direct, thats what i want. And guess what? i have it for free.

I WANT TO PASS THE REST OF MY LIFE LOCKED IN MY ROOM but nooo, society dont work like that, i am adult who should work until he dies, need money to pay for everything. And noooo, you cant be a vagabond, you need to be useful, mostly for others.

Its hard not to be an ignorant but gosh, for me it seems the only purpose is to have a diagnose and nothing more. Maybe i should throw away all my morals and be a psycologist, fool everyone and take as much money as i can.

Could have an easy, painless and unbureaucratic way to die but god forbid you want life be easy. nothing is. i should run away from my home, stop being a pussy and kill myself but noooooooooo, i am so scawed

Funny thing is i am from brazil and have 0 idea how to get a gun (in a non legal way).

I am new here and i like it, i recognize nobody but still :)

 

[euthanizeddog]

cheers from

i understand where you're coming from. i wish someone could just take control of my life and fix everything for me. but i'm an adult so i should know better, even though i cannot drive, i don't have my own place, i'm single, i cannot do basic adult things, etc. just a damn loser

after years of therapy, psychologists, psychiatrists and more. i'm very anti-therapy. of course some people could benefit from therapy, but i'm not one of them and that's fine. i don't want someone to belittle me like that, just pointless and useless to me.

i hope you can find a solution to this, regardless of what it may be, but it seems to me that dying isn't the only way.

anyways, i'm always open to talk

 

[SapoMotoqueiro]

I would like to but here dont seem to have a way to send a private message, thanks for offering :)