
Mort
No use to know one
- Feb 15, 2019
- 622
Well its happen i can no longer look at my self in the mirror. I cant even shave as it means looking at my shitty self. Other day went round the house to find all the mirrors one in the bathroom i ripped off the wall pull half of the sodding tiles of to so need to fix . If you wondering why i hate mirrors so much well when i look at my self is a sad piece of crap who wasted his life away . And is addicted to pain killers and prity much hated by everyone . And i am nobby no mates mind you thats not so bad at least i dont get stabbed in the back by them . All so i see is sum one who should have died a long time ago but to chicken shit to kill my self and do every one a favour . Its my stupid brain keeps telling me they sum thing better just around the corner well that bullshit. As every time i go around that corner they is a big pile of steaming shit ready for me to walk in to . You could say i am bit of a shit magnet as it seems to find me all the time and xmas is making it worse trying to be happy all the time. If father Christmas did exist i most likey smack him over the head and dump him in a ditch sum were nice and remote . And then have venison for dinner ;) :D just wish I could hibernate ans miss the hole lot . Well rant time over LOL tata for now