Help I have covid and a 102F fever, and now no energy to fight the bad thoughts. How to distract/pass time when I can't sustain interest in anything?

[56842]

tried watching tv/movies and reading books/comics and scrolling reddit and youtube shorts, nothings sticking and my mind is sinking
also my I think I got it from my dad and he's immunocomprmised and he's refusing to test (has a cough and 96.something degree F temp) and all 3 of my elderly grandparents are in the house but I don't feel safe in my apartment alone im stressed over 5 lives rn
please help, i just need someone to talk to. texted my family, no response, i don't have friends. im so sorry about this
i was able to make myself laugh, past the bad for now, ill be alright



also, poem?

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8:20 PM

im doing somet5hing wrong obviously. how do I learn to not be a bitch if no one interacts with me enough for me to learn. not anyone elses fault obv but im frozen in panic rn

you really do ruin everything don't you

I I m scared and lonely I don't want pity just say something please

im sinking I don't want to go t the hospital

just need a distraction

keep typing ur the ony one who can listen rb

be who you need for irself

I have done this already
well not covid

but I can do this

my tummy hurts

keep typing

you can take nyquil and sleep in an hour

you can do this

you can fucking do this

I can do this
I can do this
I can do this I can do thus I can do this

need a new thought keep it rolling
write sometghing

oerty will this makke a good poem

idk itkk prob be illegibke when I look at t in the morbing

keeo going focus on spelling

acurracy

next word

can you hear the tinnitus

ouch it hurts

stop ringing

it fine

focus I elsewhere

I like yummy food
I want soiup

can I eat spicy? I hope so

what is the point of living

I don't knpw cant think right niw just keep going

myt hand hurts

loosen the tension

breathe

in out in out in out slower

in

in

in

in
out
out
out out
out
in in in in in in in out out out out out out out

that's annoying to do

just keep the pace

tense the shoulder
relax the the soulder

move your legs will fall alseeo
focus in tye pain you like pain

this is okay

123 move
done good

use two hands to type. ow it will help w the shaking

you got this motherfuckre

yiuo got this otherfucker

you got this mother fucker

got it

nmov4 your body tense relqc breaghe

you can take nyquil soon

your alright I promise
I m alright I promise lo gtimr

3/13/25 8:32 PM

its only been ten minutes ffs this isnt working

what else t0o do]]

check forum

lol just read this is it funny or am I just losing in rn

 

[bobblong]

Manga/anime?

 

[56842]

Manga/anime?

thanks! I might continue reading jjk rn if I can concentrate, but my fever broke, no longer delirious lol

 

[bobblong]

I believe in you brother .

 

[ventingfrustrations]

Covid

thanks! I might continue reading jjk rn if I can concentrate, but my fever broke, no longer delirious lol

Yeah I was pushing the Tylenol safety limit with 6 per day when I got it

 

[Manaaja]

How are you doing? Remember hydration, electrolytes, vitamins, comfy bed, stretching, getting blood flow by gently shaking whole body and limbs.

I hope you'll feel better soon!

 

[ForeverBroken]

Stay hydrated. Balance rest and moving around. Don't push yourself. When I had Covid I just watched whatever sounded interesting at the time. Fell asleep a lot. Maybe read or listen to music. As far as your family, just maintain distance and wear a mask if you have one. I wish you the best.

 

[56842]

I'm alright! Made pasta with straight up chili paste to clear my sinuses, I'll regret it tomorrow when I have to go to the bathroom, but for it let me breathe through my nose for like 5 min so that was a win. I'm able to handle my thoughts when I don't have a fever haha