Venting I have extreme hate towards my parents for bringing me into this world.

[Bilal]

I hate my existence. I have no interest to stay in this world and nor have any interest in towards my life. I feel that has to do a lot with my bringing up. My parents have provided me with a decent childhood interms of material comforts, but they were vey emotionally unavailable people, through out my childhood, teenage and so on. Yesterday, I lashed out at my mother for birthing me and told her people like her and my father should never had the privilege to make babies. Asked her if she cares, poison me in food without me nowing.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also have no interest in suffering in this existence as well, more than anything I wish I was never forced to exist and I never should have existed, never existing would have saved me from all this suffering, I personally never would have chose to exist.