PotSmokingSloth
Uncertainty & Impermanence
- Sep 13, 2021
- 80
I don't think of myself as a religious person. But I have complete conviction in my faith that life is not for me. I have to wait until my pets have grown older and passed away. Because I won't abandon them. And when they are gone I still don't know if ill have enough courage to ctb. But what I do know with complete certainty is that life is not for me. I hate every minute of it. I don't need to convince anyone else of this. I don't need validation. I appreciate epistemology and recognizing uncertainty. And open mindedness. But regarding this one thing, my life not being worth living, I have 100% conviction. I will not question my faith.
