I have no future, so why continue? .

[Daystavro]

I am 26 male and I have no financial or social future.
I don't want to be a poor wage slave my whole life and live in poverty.
Plus I have a crippling social anxiety so I don't want to be single my whole life either with no gf.
And I hate living in the country I am in.
It's a small and depressing , religious place.
I have no intentions of wasting my whole life in this hellhole.
It's only going to get worse for me.
Ctb is my only escape from this nightmarish existence.

 

[Help_Me]

Welcome aboard, mate. I feel sorry for you.. I've got almost the same problems as well. Hope we will all find the most satisfying and comfortable solution soon.

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

Same no future just jail and homeless bullshit left.

 

[Susannah]

I'm so sorry to hear. One of the things I regret in life (being 40ish, stuck cause I'm a parent), is that I didn't follow my heart and soul, moved to another country and restarted.

I know you can't "run away" from problems in general, but there are always exceptions.

My country is small and nasty too (not religous), and I hate the mentality, so I don't fit in. Maybe there's a better place on earth for you?

 

[Circles]

I'm so sorry to hear. One of the things I regret in life (being 40ish, stuck cause I'm a parent), is that I didn't follow my heart and soul, moved to another country and restarted.

I know you can't "run away" from problems in general, but there are always exceptions.

My country is small and nasty too (not religous), and I hate the mentality, so I don't fit in. Maybe there's a better place on earth for you?

If you could find such a better place I wouldn't believe you if you said it. It's just so hard to think that there's anything more to living in any country. You'd still be on earth, still be struggling, still have to deal with the mentality of locals and for my case still have to keep breathing which I hate.

 

[Circles]

Same no future just jail and homeless bullshit left.

Ahh yes the great feeling of being homeless, where you are treated like scum like you don't exist and being put down constantly by society and life constantly wondering if it's even worth being here all the while you're trying to survive without any hope to hold on too. Goddamn the inhumanity.

 

[Jai]

If you could find such a better place I wouldn't believe you if you said it. It's just so hard to think that there's anything more to living in any country. You'd still be on earth, still be struggling, still have to deal with the mentality of locals and for my case still have to keep breathing which I hate.

I've lived in 4 countries there all the same to one degree or another

 

[Zzzzz]

Same. I'm not happy and there is no possible scenario I can imagine for my life in the future where I would be happy and want to keep on living. Life is not good enough for me. I'm done with it , I just havnt died yet, unfortunately.

 

[Euryale]

I feel you. Life is painful but I'm not 100% suicidal (not yet, at lst). Still... seeing my friends grow up and my cousins living their lives like I should be doing rn, etc. pricks my heart bit by bit

 

[Trashcan]

I have no future either and am way behind where I should be. It's not a fun place to be in. :(

 

[humanity]

I am 26 male and I have no financial or social future.
I don't want to be a poor wage slave my whole life and live in poverty.
Plus I have a crippling social anxiety so I don't want to be single my whole life either with no gf.
And I hate living in the country I am in.
It's a small and depressing , religious place.
I have no intentions of wasting my whole life in this hellhole.
It's only going to get worse for me.
Ctb is my only escape from this nightmarish existence.

Hi, sorry to hear that. And what religious country do u live in? r u not religious or why is that a problem? did u try moving to a bigger country? maybe it would do some good in your case.