I hope to die in an instant accident before my CBT date.

[Sophie123]

anyone else?

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

I want to die any way that's quick and painless, the sooner the better.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I've always just wished to cease existing in an instant, painless way as non-existence truly is all I hope for and is all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity, I just want peace from the cruel, futile burden of human existence that was so tragically imposed in the first place, I find it deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence.

 

[Sophie123]

I just think it would be better that way you know? Other people won't have to live with the knowledge of your suicide.

 

[SadRatQueen]

I feel like it's comforting in some way. With ctb, your brain is very focused and in the know that you're gonna die. This can be very anxiety enducing as si steps in.

An accident though? No one sees them coming, as they simply just happen. How much more beautiful is that? Afforded the worth of saving your brain from knowing it's going to die is truly a beautiful thing in my eyes.

 

[death_bed221]

Yep. Sometimes when I ride my e bike on the road I see cars going so fast in the other direction. Just a little turn and I would die. But I don't want to traumatize other people. Sometimes I hate the fact I care about other people even tho they all laugh at me and bully me