I really, really messed up.....I had enough to OD and I chickened out. I didn't take enough at once and got rid of the rest cuz I got scared......now I'm just done. I just don't want to live anymore......I've never felt as hopeless as I do right now. I don't know what I'm gonna do now, but I've gotta figure it out quick cuz I gotta get out of this hell hole.....
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OD is too unreliable, its not that you chickened out, its SI that kicked in and its for the best. OD sucks and can be devastating if you survive it (organ failure, necrosis,...)
I feel exactly the same,I have no hope and spend my time in bed, crying or looking up ways to end this pure hell but never come closer to an answer
I went the OD route, pros- they were sleeping pills so I knocked out
cons- horrible horrible aftereffects
I don't even knwo what my GP prescribed me.
Knocked out good tho.
Its good you didn't OD, its unreliable : /
cons- horrible horrible aftereffects
I don't even knwo what my GP prescribed me.
Knocked out good tho.
Its good you didn't OD, its unreliable : /
dandan
One more attempt on life.
- Feb 18, 2019
- 1,298
damm... thats hard
I tried the Nitrogen exit bag, some how SI kicked in and I messed up and between I tried it , it didn't work, dont know what exactly went wrong...
but today I have been desiring to end it all... and I have my N :)
but I know i wont drink it today, no, not today...
OD with pills ? come ' on.... thats a good suicidal gesture but research shows it hardly works,,,, just fucks up your liver and such... dont do that again man... why damage yourself more without actually ending it? noo
I tried the Nitrogen exit bag, some how SI kicked in and I messed up and between I tried it , it didn't work, dont know what exactly went wrong...
but today I have been desiring to end it all... and I have my N :)
but I know i wont drink it today, no, not today...
OD with pills ? come ' on.... thats a good suicidal gesture but research shows it hardly works,,,, just fucks up your liver and such... dont do that again man... why damage yourself more without actually ending it? noo
How do u get of Nembutal in the uk i don't think u could ever get this stuff. Is there any way to get something that would just kill you off.
311
Dying cat
- Nov 24, 2018
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dandan
One more attempt on life.
- Feb 18, 2019
- 1,298
best wishes... I have no idea how ctb with Amitryptiline and flubromazolam be like, if you decide to ingest it, I wish a smooth way out. if you decide not to ingest it, I wish you find some peace.
311
Dying cat
- Nov 24, 2018
- 779
Queer_Kenny
Member
- Mar 26, 2019
- 41
I don't want to live any more in a society that is so dominated by bigots. When I do decide to end my life, it will be by full suspension hanging.
wanttodie
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- Apr 19, 2018
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