Help I Just Tried To Kill myself

[SuperioS]

I just tried to kill myself by hanging, but as you can see, I didn't succeed. I tried to lower my body but I don't think it was high enough because as I lowered my body I felt my toes touch the ground and didn't want to risk another failed attempt. Afterwards I looked for a small chair to stand on but couldn't find anything. Please help me, I want to die. I could try with my window but I think it's not high enough

 

[over2025]

Your planning was not good enough. It seems like you're not ready to go yet. When the time is right, you'll approach it with a clear mind and logical plan. I would leave it alone for now.

 

[WitheredHeights]

I would advise against hanging or suffocation if it is negotiable for you. It has a low enough success rate with a high enough failure rate to be a extremely risky method. I would do some research into medicines or chemical methods as they are still not that messy and can be calculated out easier.

 

[mysideofthemountain]

Why did you try hanging?

 

[JhinLovesPyke]

I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. Have you tried full or partial suspension?

 

[newstart2000]

If you have strong will to die, even partial suspension could success as well. Don't take your own life impulsively.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wishing to be gone, it feels so cruel to me how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, I wish it's straightforward to just die in peace. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you search for.

 

[SuperioS]

Your planning was not good enough. It seems like you're not ready to go yet. When the time is right, you'll approach it with a clear mind and logical plan. I would leave it alone for now.

I really can't just" leave it alone" at the moment. I've somehow reached a point where I've messed up so much and I can't get out of it

I would advise against hanging or suffocation if it is negotiable for you. It has a low enough success rate with a high enough failure rate to be a extremely risky method. I would do some research into medicines or chemical methods as they are still not that messy and can be calculated out easier.

I thought the success rate for full suspension was almost 100%. And i don't really have any other option right now, I can't buy any drugs or medicine because I don't have the money

I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. Have you tried full or partial suspension?

Thank you. I tried full suspension because i have countless attempts in partial suspension and it just won't cut it for me

If you have strong will to die, even partial suspension could success as well. Don't take your own life impulsively.

yea i just made some plans on the spot and partial just wont cut it for me

I really understand just wishing to be gone, it feels so cruel to me how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, I wish it's straightforward to just die in peace. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you search for.

Thank you. it'd be great to just die in sleep or something

Why did you try hanging?

Because I don't have anything else except for jumping or something like that

 

[mysideofthemountain]

Yeah that makes sense. I myself am finding the sourcing of materials to be my biggest obstacle.

I'm sorry. I hope you can get some lovely relief or otherwise peace soon

 

[WitheredHeights]

I really can't just" leave it alone" at the moment. I've somehow reached a point where I've messed up so much and I can't get out of it



I thought the success rate for full suspension was almost 100%. And i don't really have any other option right now, I can't buy any drugs or medicine because I don't have the money

Thank you. I tried full suspension because i have countless attempts in partial suspension and it just won't cut it for me

yea i just made some plans on the spot and partial just wont cut it for me

Thank you. it'd be great to just die in sleep or something



Because I don't have anything else except for jumping or something like that

If you don't have the money for it, look into carbon monoxide. Because your body doesn't measure your oxygen intake, just your carbon dioxide release, it often doesn't have any pain. Just lightheadedness and fatigue, then you don't wake up. Obviously it has some more intricacies that you need to research before attempting, but it might be another option.

 

[SuperioS]

If you don't have the money for it, look into carbon monoxide. Because your body doesn't measure your oxygen intake, just your carbon dioxide release, it often doesn't have any pain. Just lightheadedness and fatigue, then you don't wake up. Obviously it has some more intricacies that you need to research before attempting, but it might be another option.

What is that?

 

[attheend13]

I just tried to kill myself by hanging, but as you can see, I didn't succeed. I tried to lower my body but I don't think it was high enough because as I lowered my body I felt my toes touch the ground and didn't want to risk another failed attempt. Afterwards I looked for a small chair to stand on but couldn't find anything. Please help me, I want to die. I could try with my window but I think it's not high enough

You're in such pain and with this failed attempt you're vunerable. This is a one time decision please don't make it right now. Post and talk more about it if you like but if there's any reason to wait it's ok to stay. Doesn't mean your pain is any less and there are people out here in the dark trying to find a reason to live that hear you. Whatever your decision tonight, I'll be around.

 

[over2025]

I really can't just" leave it alone" at the moment. I've somehow reached a point where I've messed up so much and I can't get out of it

Better to re-assess with a clearer mind than do another failed one if you really want to be successful.
This is a decision you absolutely need to be clear minded for, regardless of how you badly you're feeling.

 

[CatLvr]

I know it probably sounds like a broken record to you right now, but you'd be much better off waiting and considering your method and how to accomplish ctb, rather than risking another failure. This is gonna sound horribly harsh and callous, and I don't mean for it to, but another day on this side isn't gonna worsen your plight.

Go take a look at the threads about suspension and see if you can figure out what you are doing wrong. That's the best was to handle this, if you are determined to move forward.

But ... As others have mentioned, we are here to talk if you feel like doing that, also. Whatever you decide I will pray that you find the peace and solace you are seeking.

 

[WitheredHeights]

What is that?

Carbon monoxide is the chemical that comes off of fires that causes asphyxiation. There is a lot of literature out there about using it effectively as a method.