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KafkaF

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Been listening to "Leave Out All the Rest" by Linkin Park.

I know, the whole "depressed person listening to Linkin Park" thing is kind of a cliche. But right now some of these lyrics are really connecting with me in a new way.

"I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
So, if you're asking me, I want you to know"

"When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest"

"Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself"

Although I'm not even sure who I'm singing it to. Not really a lot of people left to feel that way.

I guess it's just a fantasy in a way. It's comforting for me to think there's someone who would care and would remember me.
 
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Why does it matter if it feels like a cliche? Listen to whatever you want. Music is music doesn't matter if it has a billion views or its some obscure abstract fusion that nobody else listens to, if it's speaks to you who cares
 
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KafkaF

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Why does it matter if it feels like a cliche? Listen to whatever you want. Music is music doesn't matter if it has a billion views or its some obscure abstract fusion that nobody else listens to, if it's speaks to you who cares
Just want to clarify: I don't care if it's cliché or not for myself. I will definitely listen to whatever I want to and I don't care what anyone else thinks of it. I just meant in the sense of me making a post on it here that I wanted to aknowledge to everyone that "Yes, I know, I'm probably not the first person here to listen to Linkin Park or am saying much knew here."
 
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Just want to clarify: I don't care if it's cliché or not for myself. I will definitely listen to whatever I want to and I don't care what anyone else thinks of it. I just meant in the sense of me making a post on it here that I wanted to aknowledge to everyone that "Yes, I know, I'm probably not the first person here to listen to Linkin Park or am saying much knew here."
Cool, it's probably just me projecting, I listen to a lot of mainstream, then I see all these people listening to depressing indie stuff and I think I must be doing it wrong.
 
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KafkaF

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Cool, it's probably just me projecting, I listen to a lot of mainstream, then I see all these people listening to depressing indie stuff and I think I must be doing it wrong.
Lol.

I don't have much positive to say about myself, but one of the few things that I do like about myself is that I've never given a shit what anyone else thought of me.

So my advice is: Just listen to whatever you want. There is no "wrong" when it comes to music. There is only enjoying or not enjoying and that's a personal thing. If you enjoy it, you're doing it right.
 
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Been listening to "Leave Out All the Rest" by Linkin Park.

I know, the whole "depressed person listening to Linkin Park" thing is kind of a cliche. But right now some of these lyrics are really connecting with me in a new way.

"I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
So, if you're asking me, I want you to know"

"When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest"

"Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself"

Although I'm not even sure who I'm singing it to. Not really a lot of people left to feel that way.

I guess it's just a fantasy in a way. It's comforting for me to think there's someone who would care and would remember me.
I've actually been thinking of covering this. I'm not a very good singer but this song has really been digging into my skin the last couple of years.
This and Lost have a special place in my heart.
 
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KafkaF

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I've actually been thinking of covering this. I'm not a very good singer but this song has really been digging into my skin the last couple of years.
This and Lost have a special place in my heart.
I say go for it! It's a good song. And it's great to sing your heart out to.
 
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