I know it’s over.

[LemonadeArc]

This is probably it, I threw away my entire life, the entire relationship I built in the last seven months, all thrown away in an act of selfishness. Even though it was as toxic as a radioactive material disposal site, I wanted her to be the one, and wanted her to be able to love me for who I really was. My biggest mistake, I came out to her, believing the words "I will love you no matter what", and she now hates me. I wanted her to be by my side through all the process, but in the end, in her eyes I lied since the start, and yeah I did. Like my favorite song, that may have been "the fierce last stand of all I am". Now, what is left of me, I'll probably end it all tomorrow, I will jump in front of traffic or maybe drown my self in a river, can't say where tomorrow will take me.

 

[Hollowman]

Don't involve others by jumping into traffic.

 

[LemonadeArc]

Don't involve others by jumping into traffic.

Yeah, It just was my first thought, better not involve someone innocent

 

[Hollowman]

I've thought about it too when I was younger.