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probably die before it hurts
- Oct 23, 2024
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long before finding this forum and finding all the more "peaceful" ways of going out, i always figured that the way i would dispatch myself would be by stabbing my 6 inch knife into the side of my throat and then slashing my whole neck open, hopefully dying like that. to add onto that, i've even planned that i would also jump off a nearby bridge onto a highway after i cut myself to guarantee my death (i don't live near water)
i've never told anybody but now that there's a place to, i wonder: is there anything i'm overlooking with this plan? is there any chance of me surviving this attempt at all? i know it sounds really gruesome but i was wondering if stabbing myself through the heart (like dexter does) or stabbing myself in the eye (to hit my brain, somehow) would result in a quicker death? i'm not concerned with a failure to cut as this knife is still factory sharp as it gets no use at all (i just collect knives for fun)
there is certainly better ways to go about doing this but when i first planned this out, i didn't have anything in my house other house to use other than my knife collection. i don't have guns and i don't have the means to order anything online right now so this is still my only plausible idea.
...and an off topic question, but why do people choose a more peaceful way of death? i don't believe in any sort of afterlife and i don't care (atleast right now) how much it will hurt as long as i know i will die quickly after. from my understanding i would think people are afraid of the pain a method like this involves or maybe the potential for failure, which are both totally valid reasons. i can even think of more logical answers but i was just wondering what one of you may personally think about this topic.
thanks for reading and i wish you all well <3
i've never told anybody but now that there's a place to, i wonder: is there anything i'm overlooking with this plan? is there any chance of me surviving this attempt at all? i know it sounds really gruesome but i was wondering if stabbing myself through the heart (like dexter does) or stabbing myself in the eye (to hit my brain, somehow) would result in a quicker death? i'm not concerned with a failure to cut as this knife is still factory sharp as it gets no use at all (i just collect knives for fun)
there is certainly better ways to go about doing this but when i first planned this out, i didn't have anything in my house other house to use other than my knife collection. i don't have guns and i don't have the means to order anything online right now so this is still my only plausible idea.
...and an off topic question, but why do people choose a more peaceful way of death? i don't believe in any sort of afterlife and i don't care (atleast right now) how much it will hurt as long as i know i will die quickly after. from my understanding i would think people are afraid of the pain a method like this involves or maybe the potential for failure, which are both totally valid reasons. i can even think of more logical answers but i was just wondering what one of you may personally think about this topic.
thanks for reading and i wish you all well <3